WajeeShock!

Emo kejap.

2012-01-05T13:54:00.007+08:00

Insecurities. Is with yourself, with things around you, and with people around you.
And it's a negative feeling.

I just have to be more confident, with what I have, with what I am now. That is all. Dont look weak, because I will be weak. Dont try too hard to be strong, because trying too freaking hard wont work.

2011.

2011-12-29T00:38:00.014+08:00

Hari ni 28 disember. Lagi tiga hari nak masuk 2012. Okayy..

Secara jujurnya, 2011 bukanlah tahun yang terbaik. So many ups and downs. And I wonder why I made so many mistakes this year? Heh.. Baba pun cakap kenapalah anak dia yang sorg ni makin besar makin macam kanak-kanak en. Kihkihkih. I knoww. 19 and still so not that matured lah. Well, i really am still tryinggg. :D

Ups and downs. Banyak jugak. Biasalah, tak kira la dari segi emosi ataupun apapun.
Pasal belajar. Err.. I do have doubts on myself a lot this year. Selalu jugak la tahun ni.. Bila fikir pasal expectations, perghh. Kawan kawan kata saya relaks. Tapi u knowww what, kadang2 hati berombak. So many doubts whether I can do this. medic. Last last, saya fikir.. bukan semua pun dapat study, tuntut ilmu macam kita. I am very lucky. Jadi, syukur Alhamdulillah. Lets take what is given by Allah, and belajar betul2. I will not give up. :)

People change. I changed too. I know I dont change to bad one nor good one. I changed to me. Mungkin sebab pernah patah hati sekejap tahun ni. Boleh tahan. Drastic changes wei. Kahkah. Bila down, kita akan belajar melihat diri sendiri dengan lebih dekat, lebih bersabar, lebih kuat. Mungkin kita akan lebih memahami. Kita akan mencari jalan untuk melupakan segala yang pahit. Kita tak suka akan kesedihan, kita akan pandai untuk mengalih perhatian. Doa, ketawa dan senyuman adalah ubat, mungkin itu sebabnya gua sekarang banyak ketawa. Dan mungkin kita juga lebih banyak tidur, sebagai ubat untuk fikiran yang kacau. Kan? Huehuee..

But now, um love. Just doakan, insyaAllah. :)

It was the year where I learnt that.. mistakes is what it is, in the end I will learn something from it. Learning always make us one step closer to be better in life. Happiness will come after sadness, That's what Allah has promised. And I believe in that. Thus, in 2012. Im gonna be 20! I wanna be a better person, and I wanna do my best in my study, and I want to spread love and joy to others! InsyaAllah. :)

Try positivity. :D

2011-10-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Blabla

2011-10-16T22:36:00.133+08:00

Okay. Rasa macam kena menulis. Haha. Minggu ni banyak benda jadi. Sekarang, parents nak pergi haji, tapi tiba2 ada masalah sikit dgn pihak pengurusan visa kat sana. Patut nya dah settle. Kesian pulak tgk dorang. Sedih jgk. Sbb dorg mcm tgh risau dpt ke tak sbnrnya. Kenduri dah buat. Just, doa la harap2 dpt good news. Dan driving, Harap2 lepas lah. Risau sbb dah guna byk duit skrg. Nak kena pass. Kalau tak, sshkn parents lg. And alby, Im sorry. Bcos Im not there when I should be. Entahla. I'll pray the best for your tests. Huhu. Satu problem duduk kat rumah tak buat apa. No, it's me, the problem. It's really is my weakness. To think a lot. Because I will always start to depend on others to make me feel better. I guess Im still like a kid, not nearly an adult. Huhu :( Tapi betul lah, sampai bila nak macam ni. Asyik susah hati, lps tu risaukan atau susahkan orang lain. I need to change. Kena belajar berdiri dengan kaki sendiri. :)

The inside voices.

2011-10-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

Bila kita nampak kuat, tapi sebenarnya lemah, mungkin cuma sebab kita dikelilingi oleh orang-orang yang kuat.
Tapi, mcm mana bila kita sorang sorang ? Entah. Mesti takut. I just wonder.

Singgah sebentar. :DD

2011-09-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

Uhh man. Lama nya tak main blog. Wwell, Due to the slow wireless connection here, jadi malas. Haha. Cakap apa lg eh? Just two paper left for my final exams. InsyaAllah. Tak sabar mau habis. Bubbye. :DD

♪♫ Ohh with half of my heart, I cant stop loving you. - John Mayer. :D

few last days of Ramadhan. di rumahhh :)

2011-09-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hari ni dahh hari keempat syawal. Back home already. Esok buat makan2 kat rumah, so hari ni and pagi esok kena masak2. Hmm but Im not feeling so well now, so lepas ni nak tidur dulu. hehe. Raya kat kampung memang best. Tapi moga2 amalan2 ramdhadan terus kita bawak ke bulan2 seterusnya. Moga kita betul2 berjaya pd bulan ramadhan dan tidak meraikan kemenangan di syawal hanya sekadar secara zahiriah. Hopefully :) Ah post ni ari2 last ramadhan sy smbut di rumah. Just wanna post some photos of foods. And official kuih raya di rumah :D

Make steam fish for berbuka. Yum!.

Dua hari ini makan di bawah. Saja tak mau makan di meja. Full house :D

We make kuih sarang semut. Version cute. Hihi

Comel kan? :D

Adik -.- Rindu!

Cookiess

Balik raya! :D

2011-08-26T12:54:00.000+08:00

Helooo. Assalamualaikum. Its 26th of August today! What day is today? Saya balik rayaaa. wehoo. Walaupun tengah keseorang di dalam bilik menanti adik yg sorang tu habis kelas, takpeelah. Actually i have no idea on what to write, I feel like telling everrryyything. But I dont know how to put the words right. Lol. So many things happened, maybe. And Good things mostly :) Alhamdulilllah Weekend ni pasti busy with cleaning, baking and so on. Definitely I'll bake some cookies, kuih sarang semut, cornflakes and cakess. Cant wait! Hee. My mind for the whole week has been pretty much towards the other week, raya week. Not really because of raya, raya sehari je feel dia, maybe I just want to go back home. And rest for 1 week. I wont pack any books, sebabbb memang tak kan study. Hehehe. Im feeling very happy lately, for a lot of reason. Tapi yelahh, biasa2 jelah. Bila terlalu happy pun rasa insecure tu cepat je datang, so biar rilek2 je lah. :) Hmmm, i've lost my word. Banyak nak cakap. Tapi, entahlah. Hehe.
Selamat Hari Raya Idul fitri. Maaf zahir batin :)

I found peace when I'm confused not in me, but in you.
♫ You by Switchfoot

:)

2011-08-12T18:18:00.005+08:00

Dear Allah, the only thing I ask of you is to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away.

banana phonee

2011-08-11T05:51:00.001+08:00

Hahaha. Im a bit gloomy and unhealthy this week. & this will freshing me up. So cuteee. :DD

Life?

2011-08-10T01:44:00.007+08:00

Dulu, aku adalah seorang yang tidak mengetahui, tidak berpengalaman, hidup semua nak berada dalam safe zone je. Life seakan smooth, susah untuk ada curve. Setiap hari, aku tak pun teruja untuk mengetahui ataupun mencuba sesuatu yang lain dari yang lain. Sedar tak sedar, aku mula bosan dengan hidup yang tiada curve. Tapi aku simpan, kerna diri sendiri pun tak tahu apa yang diri rasa. Seperti sedar tapi tak sedar. aku takut untuk tidak bersyukur pula. Selepas tu, usia mula meningkat, terus aku menjadi seorang yang ambitious. Nak jadi doktor. Nak straight A. I dont really care about other things. Friendship? Ahh naah. Taktahu. Balik sekolah bukan jumpa dahh. Love? Apatah lagi. haha. Macam tu laa. Satu hari, bila ditakdirkan aku untuk bersekolah asrama, I feel happy. Kenapa? Aku nak tukar diri aku. Aku bosan jadi bosan. Tah, tapi tak tahu pun macam mana. Susah, untuk aku yang perasan diri kuat dulu, bila masuk asrama jauh dengan family, baru aku tahu aku tak kuat mana pun, homesick selalu. But atleast I make a step, I cried with a friend, a companion. Ada la teman. Dari situ, aku tahu aku mula seronok untuk berkawan. Aku mula menghargai sesiapa yang ada di sisi. I still think that my life is always in ease. Study ok. Problem pun tak banyak. But then, one day, in one moment, everything changed. Masa tu adalah pertama kali aku merasai apa itu rasa kejatuhan. Gelap, semua jadi gelap. Semua orang tak mengerti, termasuk aku sendiri. Segala perasaan buruk dan gangguan itu datang secara tiba-tiba. Aku mula putus asa, malas mahu meneruskan hidup. Aku tak nampak cahaya. Only I know how it felt. I never felt that scared being alone. Dan kadang2 ada sesuatu perasaan atau perkara itu yang kita tak boleh terangkan. Di saat aku sudah hampir benar-benar terjatuh, I gained supports, dari keluarga, dan kawan2. Aku mula belajar untuk bercerita. Aku mula belajar untuk mengatasi rasa takut, dan bangkit dengan keupayaan diri sendiri. Aku mula belajar kenapa aku hidup, yes and I know, kerana adanya Allah. Aku cuba untuk dekat kepada Dia. Hatiku mula tenang sedikit demi sedikit. Aku menjadi seorang yang lebih kuat. I started to realize that everything happens for a reason. Dari situ, aku mula menjadi orang yang lain. orang yang lain itu aku suka. Aku mula jumpa pelbagai jenis cerita manusia. Mula berkenalan. Mula menyukai dan menyayangi dan seterusnya. Aku hargai orang yang aku sayang. Perspektif aku terhadap kehidupan mula berbeza. Life is much more that becoming someone that have money, high status, or good grades or whatever. I just want to be a person. Macam tak perlu nak tension dah sbb fail sekali, it's like dont put limit to yourself,because you never know. mcm tu la. I dont want to think hard. Tapi.. yela im not perfect at all. Senyum gelak satgi sedih, buntu. Macam biasa laa. Tapi hidup ni kan seperti proses. Teruskan apa yang perlu diteruskan. Semua berlaku ada sebab. Jatuh, kita cari jalan utk bangkit balik. Proses untuk bangkit tu samada cepat atau lambat, tgk usaha, lepas tu rezeki kita. And I believe that,memang kadang2 ada orang ni nak berjaya banyak betul dugaan. Tapi ada jugak orang ni nak berjaya macam senang je,semua dapat. Semua orang kisah lain2. Tapi dua-dua pun memerlukan kesabaran dan kesyukuran, supaya kita boleh terus meneruskan hidup dengan cara yang betul. Tahlaa. I dont know. I think I write too long. Hehehe. I just feel like writing today. Hmm I've been sleeping a lot lately. Selsema :( Bdn pun tak sihat bbrapa hari ni. Takpelahh. Huhu it's almost 2 am. Besok kelas pagi kot. Nitee. Salam ramadhan ke-11 esok. :D

Yawnn. sleepy

2011-08-01T13:46:00.009+08:00

Since recently, I've been a deep sleeper. Good way to get away too. Haha
Have u guys ever think when you acted too strong, your heart might turn to be as hard as rock? Sigh, I don't want that.
zzz.

Btw! Slm ramadhan to all. Iklan cincau soya mesti dah keluar bukan? Haha. The syaitan wont be here, but their friends, our nafsu or desire is still within us. Shud have control of them.. The thing is, We never know that this might be our last ramadhan or not. May u have a good one :)

Ps: My body is not feeling so well..tsk. Makan durian banyak sgt. -.-

Harimau.

2011-07-30T00:23:00.001+08:00

Mood : Aumm.

Singapurapurapurapurapurapurapurapura.
Macam tak mau main bola. Aduyai.

Ps:
:)
It's always the same conversation that I never wanted to end.
And the ending that I wanted to hear again.

Ramadhan :)

2011-07-28T16:28:00.003+08:00

Selamat datang bulan tercinta, tahun-tahun yang lepas mungkin sambutan ku seperti tidak tersambut, kerna diri terasa penuh dengan dosa.

Beri peluang Ya Allah untuk ku turut serta lagi, kerna ku tahu ini masanya, untuk bergantung penuh terhadap-Mu. Untuk merasa kehadiranMu.

Detikkan hidayah, bimbing lah aku , serta bimbing lah jiwa-jiwa serta hati orang-orang yang aku sayang.
Bawalah kami ke suatu pengharapan kehidupan yang lebih hakiki.

Doa lah. Dan percaya. Allah sayang manusia. Tak kira buruk atau baik sejarah kehidupan nya. Sesungguhnya orang yang tidak mempercayai akan janji Tuhan itu rugi, dan terlalu rugi.

Dont wanna be the wind.

2011-07-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ow6osGF3RVc

You know I hope you'll sing along, though it's not your favourite song,
Dont wanna be the wind, there's nothing left for me.

..And I hate the thought of finally being erased. But baby, that's the best of me.

Ps : Saja nak berjiwang. Lol kidding. tak de la. Im having physics 2 paper tomorrow. Wish me the best. :D

Food food food.

2011-07-22T20:26:00.003+08:00

Kenyang perut , senang hati.
Seorang pencinta makanan amat suka dgn makanan. Dpt lihat dari jauh pun tak mengapa.

Daim cake. Ikea meatballs. Nak lagi. Recently in love with them hihi :D

Big Apple di Uia.

Meja STUDY.

Ni meja bestie sama saya. Mirasyud. Kitorang memang pemakan.

Emergency food.

Oh patutla terasa tak senang. Gundah. Belum makan, huhu. Taktau la apa motif gmbar. Makes me hungrier. Heheh I wish makanan boleh turun dari langit sekarang. McD ke! :D

Ps: Ramadhan is coming. Selamat berpuasa. :)

Mimpi.

2011-07-21T19:14:00.010+08:00

Aku di angkasa memeluk glob dunia. Seperti si tukang tilik bersama bola ajaibnya. Bayangan kehancuran dan kerosakan di atas muka bumi muncul. & tiba-tiba aku dibawa ke bumi bersama keluarga. Di suatu tempat yang penuh dengan umat manusia. Semua nya kelam kabut. Semua nya haru biru. Ku lihat ke belakang, Ombak besar. Yang seperti dahagakan manusia dan seluruh isinya. Semakin hampir.. terus dahiku melekat di tanah, bersujud. Hiba, takut, sgt takut dan berserah. Apa nasibku Ya Allah. Lalu, ombak besar mulai hampir, memakan dunia, memakan segala pencakar langit yang dahulunya gah berdiri, umat manusia dan... hm, aku. Mimpi membawa aku ke rumah pula. Tak fhm knp. Di ruang tamu aku ditenangkan ayah. Tapi. tidak sempat menyambung ke slot seterusnya, lg selagi. Tup.

Dah, terus aku bangkit dari tidur. Masih dunia nyata. Masih ada. Diriku terkejut dan terlalu takut. Aku seperti mahu menangis. Tapi tidak tahu mahu cari siapa. Tgk phone pun no idea nak call siapa2. Tskk. My bb je ada. Merujuk kpd bantal busuk hihi, di peluk. I cried inside. Pagi2 dah macam ni. :( takut. Ini seperti satu peringatan. Kan?

Ps : Adik2, Jgn lupa baca doa sebelum tidur. Tp , sy lain la. dah baca pun mimpi hari2. Semua style mengarut 5 minit dah lupa. Haha mainan syaitan. Kdg2 takut pula jd kenyataan. Kalau mimpi jumpa prince hensem je nak jd kenyataan. :P

Two zero.

2011-07-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

In two months time. :) Tapi. ini ayat dulu.
How i wish. Haha but it's okay. :)

Ps : Nak dekat exam sgt lapaar. Huhu

To a person;

2011-07-17T01:44:00.008+08:00

Nota buat seorang teman jauh. Hari ini kalau boleh, sungguh aku mahu ada disisi. Di kala susah, di kala senang. Maaf.. aku tiada. Cuma sungguh, harapan agar perasaan senang dan tenang sentiasa di hati, serta dipermudahkan segalanya. All is gonna be well soon for you. InsyaAllah.

Sebuah persoalan.

2011-07-12T18:55:00.004+08:00

Ada apa dengan apa-apa?

Tiba-tiba rasa penat. Harapnya tak lama.
:'(

Red Velvet Cake & Ice cream Oreo Sandwiches :D

2011-07-10T11:33:00.004+08:00

Few photos of weekend's deserts. Made by me and kak ieda :) ARR SUGAR RUSH!

I named this Arsenal Cake !!!!

Kisah Bola.

2011-07-08T11:18:00.009+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME! Tiada kl. Ada Ipoh. Terasa tenang sekali ber chill di depan ruang tamu rumah ku. TV TV! Telivisyen di ON kan. Food Channel ditonton. Laparnye. Kakak kata mahu ke tesco membeli bahan bahan untuk membake the cake. Chocolate Cake katanya. Tapi kan, problem is, si kakak sedang tidur lena lagi dibuai mimpi. Haha. Uu lama tak bake. Hari ni nak buat jugak Ice cream sandwiches! :D

Sebenarnya, Si kakak ini, Syaheeeda. Baru saja pulang dari study di uk. Tahu tak dia sudah menjejaki tanah stadium Emiratess. sigh sigh. Bila pula can aku? takpe wawa, one day! Tengok pencil case baruuu dari Stadium gah di north london itu. Thanks sis. :D

13th July. Kira-kira lebih kurang 5 hari lagi. Arsenal vs Malaysia. Saya, yang sudah menjadi penonton setia Arsenal selama 6 tahun, begitu teruja untuk menyaksi kan the youngsters beraksi di padang stadium kita yang mcm oklaa. Excited. Mana mahu miss. Cuma terbayang tiba tiba ada Thierry Henry di sit sebelah, nak cakap apaa eh. Heyy what's up man? Ah confirm pengsan dulu. Heheheh.
Love you Arsenal. Mereka kemarau piala apa pun hati tetap kat gunners. Player mana mana nak pergi pun hati tetap kat gunners. Bukan taksub, serius tak obses. Cuma mcm biasa. Bila dah jadi favourite team, dan cara dorang main suit dengan mata kita, confirm lah suka. Tapi yang tahap suka ni dah jadi sayang. Tengok dari jauh kat tv nampak macam semut kan dorang tapi dah tau 'Eh itu Fabregas! Eh itu no 14 , haa Theo Walcott.'. Tak kira apa, Arsenal tetap no 1. Kita tetap setia. kalah menang sedih gembira tapi tetap ada depan tv next week. Nampak aeron ramsey kena tackle sampai patah kaki terasa macam kita pulak yang kena. Peminat kelab Manchester United kutuk Arsengal. Hesh, marah la dulu. Boo balik pun boleh. Hehe. Kalau suka, ibarat saya dengan Barcelona FC. Tengok kejap la suka. Tapi cepat lupa cara mereka. Lagi2 spanish league selalu keluar pagi-pagi buta. Baru first half, Tak larat mahu meneruskan ke masa seterusnya.

Heh, I dont know why suddenly I compared them. Sayang, Suka dengan subjek Bola. Haha

Assalamualaikum.

Ku lihat air mata lagi.

2011-07-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

12.36 am. Lampu bilik sudah dipadam. Dua orang kawan sebilik sudah mau tidur. Cermin mata dipakai lalu laptop kawan dibuka. Kali ini mari guna wireless Uia yang sangat awesome. Hehe. Terasa mahu menulis lagi. Maaf dipinta sekira ada yang terasa. Aku manusia biasa, punya perasaan yang mahu diluahkan namun kadang kadang tidak tahu apakah yang diluahkan itu tidak atau ada memakan hati sesiapa. Harap tidaklah. Sorry. :) Hari ini ku dengar kisah baru, perihal si kawan yang seorang lagi, Si kawan yang tampaknya sentiasa positif. Si kawan yang aku sudah kenal hampir setahun lebih di sini. Aku masuk ke bilik, dia ada, air mata bergenang. Aku tanya kenapa. Oh, kisah persahabatan yang di sia sia kan. Alamak. Terasa pulak minggu ini minggu sedih ke apa. Effect juga pada diri tau huhu. Sudah banyak pula air mata jatuh kulihat. Aku mula meminjamkan telinga. Kadang kadang dalam berkawan ada juga si racun. Si racun yang suka mengambil kesempatan atas sesuatu kebaikan, si racun yang tidak pernah mahu mengenal budi, si racun yang suka bermain dengan ego dan emosi. Merasakan diri gagah berkata 'Friend? Lets end it' akhirnya terbicara. Si racun rasa puas hati. Si kawan datang kembali merasakan tidak matang nya sebegini. Namun ditolak seperti tiada maruah dalam diri. Aah, cerita ikhlas ikhlas berkawan akhirnya kena backstabbed la ni. Aku juga mengenal siapa2 di dalam cerita ini. Tapi siapa aku untuk berkata lebih. Aku suruh si kawan diam, relaks lah kalau rasa dah buat benda betul. Harimau yang diam itu lagi ditakuti daripada anjing yang dipukul menyalak. Yang pasti, si kawan akhirnya mengenal siapa kawan siapa lawan. Menangislah sepuas puas nya ok. Awak tak rugi wahai si kawan, Esok bangkit. :)

Awal malam, thanks Hazimah Lieww Hihihi for the guitar. Kawan sebilik Syud namanya mula memetik tali gitar. Rindu le tu. Vokalis harusla wajeehah. hahaha. Raja, bersama si kawan. Mulaaa dari lagu love light, banmal, menanti sebuah jawapan, hadapi dengan senyuman, jars of hearts, hey soul sister, price tag, marry you, dan akhirnya rindu setengah mati. Layan. Agak awesome syud. Berapa kali lagu Aku rindu setengah mati dia main. Lagu penuh syahdu.

Lewat malam, Jumpa balik si Hazimah Liew. Hehe my soul sister kat sini. Sengaja mahu betanya khabar, akhirnya 5 minit jadi 2 jam? Haha. Nampak sedih lagi raut wajahnya. Aku faham ,cerita dia aku boleh rasa. Cerita, pendapat, luahan hati semua lebih kurang. Soul sister! :D Tapi hari ini, membuat aku rasa gusar kembali. Ia datang lagi. Kadang kadang bila sebuah kenyataan itu sedang berlaku, kita lebih suka mahu untuk berpura pura sebentar. Padahal, entah. Mungkin dari sebentar, boleh jadi lama. Ya, tiba tiba aku takut. kadang-kadang aku mahu, tapi aku tak tahu.

Assalamualaikum.

Apa pun tak boleh.

2011-07-04T12:25:00.003+08:00

Salam. Petang ni ada quiz kimia. Tapi merasakan otak perlu rehat, Hehe yela tu en.. jadi laptop aku buka. Broadband dipasang. Hm, terasa mahu menulis. Semalam aku dan rommate meminjamkan bahu kepada seorang lagi kawan baik kami, aduhai berderai air matanya. Sedih. Tak pernah kulihat dia kesedihan sebegitu rupa. Sakit dia rintih, kenapa dia selalu kena macam tu. Dulu sahabat baik menikam belakang , sekarang seorang teman lelaki. Dulu mencari, harapan diberi, namun di hati tiada redhai. Bila si perempuan sudah hampir memberi hati, akhirnya terluka hati. Si perempuan hanya mahu menjadi diri sendiri, sudah acap kali berkata yang dia tidak pernah ber relationship, maka dia tidak bersedia. Walau di hati terdetik, namun chill chill belum lagi. Si lelaki akhirnya tidak dapat menerima, lalu memulakan agenda membalas sakitnya dihati. Haih, kemon la bro. Aptb. Caci maki diberi, hati perempuan di anggap macam batu. Kasar kasar perempuan tu pun, sakit juga tahu tak. Mahu main tarik tali sangat, tak de guna bro kalau tak de keberanian dalam hati. Aku juga pernah merasa sekali. Ya, sedih. Tapi, atleast bagi aku cara si dia lebih gentleman. Tak pernah pula berkasar. Susah mana nak lepas, si dia tetap pernah ada dalam hati, aku cuba untuk faham. Orang tanya kenapa aku nampak kuat sangat, ye la tu. Takes time juga. Di hati siapa tahu. Tapi aku redha, kerana syg aku lepas. Tapi dahla kan. Buat apa mahu kecoh, Jodoh itu di tangan Tuhan. Entahlah, Cuma berdoa si kawan kuat. Apa aku tahu si kawan dia perempuan sejati, bukan seperti yang lain. Dia sedih, aku sedih. Dia happy, aku happy. Dia sakit, aku sakit. Akhir kata, rilek rilek je kawan. :)

She’s a keeper, too bad you didn’t keep her.

Kata hati.

2011-07-03T14:12:00.006+08:00

I miss my familyy. :)

wechoria , wechoria daradiridaraduu. Melayan lagu korea tanpa menyedari esok ada ujian kimia. Jgn salah sangka, Tak addict pun K-Pop. Hehe. Selama ber chill chill kat bilik, membaca blog, membaca buku cerita sejarah para Imam tulisan Abdul Latip Talib diberi pinjam seorang kawan bernama Meor. Menarik apabila membaca cerita zaman dahulu. Gemilang nya Islam, luhurnya peribadi mereka, dan menarik juga cerita sejarah kan. Aku suka. Tiba-tiba datang inspirasi. Walaupun macam tiada kaitan, Manusia berubah kan. Fakta lew tu. Usia mendewasakan, kita pun menjadi lebih berpengalaman. Tapi bagi aku, yang dewasa itu adalah siapa yang belajar daripada segala pengalamannya. Aku berubah? Mungkin. Aku pun tidak tahu. Semoga ya. Umur pun 19 lagi. Dunia luas, jiwa kurasa perlu di isi. Tapi.. Soal ni, aku pun tidak tahu nak berkata-kata lebih. Kadang kadang aku pun lemah. Aku cuma harap. Aku boleh jadi dewasa.
Btw. Maaflah, bila cakap tentang sejarah. Haiya. 'a mutual friend from the past'. Tu diaa datang balik. Dari mana datang balik tu. Biar la rahsia. friend? Ya lah. Atleast aku pernah rasa mereka itu friends. Takpa, Aku dah maaf kan. Jangan risau. So senyum lah anda sepuas puasnya. :)

Ps : Trimas kepada kawan-kawan si pemuzik jalanan. Cinta manusia datang dan pergi. Cinta Tuhan itu pasti. dan ya lah, kecundang itu proses untuk kita menjadi pencinta yang gemilang! Cewah. and and btw, lupa ada tumblr. baru mau active. http://wajeeshock.tumblr.com/. Hehehehe

Really, medic..

2011-07-03T10:31:00.007+08:00

Hi,
Good day people! You know what, there's those time when I just dont know whether Im taking the right path now. Basically this is about my academic things. eh no, part of life. Im now doing the foundation program of Medical in UIA. So far so good, I've been keeping a 3.8 track for every semester Alhamdulillah. Not to boast out or what, no lah. Hopefully I can mantain or do better. But then, Eventhough being a doctor has been my childhood's dream but sometimes I just feel so insecure whether this is what I can do. I know I can, but the commitment is very high, based on what some experienced people told me. I am not really a really dilligent students like who I was in high school anymore. Right now Im more a relaxed person, I prefer to focus and understand the content pastu gi main main hehe. rather than studying the book for 24 hours. I mean it's still not enough i know Degree lain kot, banyak hafal. Hm I dont like to put force on myself anymore like what I did during Spm. I know no complain and more effort is needed in every goal that we want to achieve, but it just came to my mind whether I can do it..studying..too much. hihihi. Entahla, sekarang rasa agak insecure je kot kan. Takpe lah study je cara kita. Other people can, why cant I? :D Oh I also have the thought of being a professional baker or pro chef one day. Hahaha. Side dream la yang itu. Hmm it's fine la, apa yang kita ada sekarang adalah peluang kita. Pray for the best je. Assalamualaikum.

Akan ku bawa dia terbang.

2011-07-02T16:44:00.013+08:00

Gembira. Aku rasa. Terasa bersyukur kepada Allah Maha Agung dengan apa yang ada. Tiada apa yang baru. Cuma, terasa kuat dan dekat. Terasa lebih bebas. Dunia pun nampak luas. Pemikiran pun lebih matang. Bila terfikir, Manusia yang berspecies homosapien ini, sentiasa pula melukai dan dilukai. Bodoh kan kita? Tapi bodoh kah? Mana aku tahu semuanya itu. Sesungguhnya kita ini banyaknya jahil. Pening kan. Apa yang aku tahu, aku tak mahu hidup dalam bayang-bayang penuh dusta. Sekarang adalah lebih baik untuk menjaga habluminallah dan habluminannas kita. Dunia pun tak lama. Walaupun mungkin perjalanannya tidak akan seperfect yang kita mahu, namun cubalah..bermaaf maaflah, bersangka baiklah, dan berbuat baiklah. Moga hikmahNya dalam setiap sesuatu pun sentiasa dapat dirasai dan difahami aku dan kamu juga. Moga-moga perasaan susah dan serabut terus hilang terbang sejauhnya. Mungkin kadang kadang kita terasa tiada berani lagi untuk mencuba dalam kehidupan ini. Tapi bak kata seorang sahabat aku yang seorang lagi, jangan terlalu kecewa, nanti merana. Dan apabila tiba musibah, katalah ; Ya, aku tak kalah, cuma perlu masa. Nanti bangkit semula. :) Semoga aku dan kamu semua kuat. Jangan ditanya, Jangan mula memberi persepsi. sengaja mahu menulis. Im fine saja. ;D

Study Organic Chemistry masa weekend bestnya lah, hehh. Tiba2 craving Mcflurry :DD
Next week mau balik! My friend Syakir's coming yay. Dan ada birthday org tuu. Kakak saya :)

Stop and stare

2011-06-25T12:59:00.007+08:00

Stop and stare, it's like Im moving but I go no where.

Assalamualaikum, hi there :) Ohh lapar laa~ Im now just chilling in my room while listening to the music and my chemistry study, my head is quite full with all the Carbon and Hydrogen and all the bondings. haha. So much tense, I wasnt that good with Organic Chemistry since Spm ? -.- ...hmm, but it's fine. Study je lah kan apa lagi. Org kata effort tu lg penting. :DD I've been replaying this song over and over again. It has been my favourite for so long. I like songs with deep meanings. One Republic is awesome. I love their songs. Btw, congrats to Sepah. andd cant wait for the transformers 3 movie. No more Megan Fox eh rite? Sokay maa. Optimus primee i miss you :DD

Selamat Hari Baba.

2011-06-19T10:10:00.002+08:00

Baba, Alhamdulillah kerana dapat dilahirkan di dunia sbgi zuriat mu. InsyaAllah Wawa doakan segala kebaikan hanya untuk baba dan ummi. Tiada apa dapat membalas segala apa yang telah baba usahakan atau korbankan untuk keluarga kita. Hanya Allah swt. yg mampu membalas..Semoga kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat diredhai :) You are trully the best dad! Embracing your awesomeness everyday is a pleasure for me, Thanks for the guidance. Pray for me.

& Happy birthday too Akmal. Lil Bro, We all love you! All the best ok! :)

*Copied :D
terasa semangat apabila melihat ayat ini apabila kita diuji
Remember ,
Be kind to your heart and stop
worrying about the things which are
out of your control.Let Allah Almighty
alone handle them.Remember that
Allah swt would never take
something away from you without
the intention of replacing it with
something better.

:)

Misunderstood Saturday

2011-06-18T10:23:00.001+08:00

What doctor says, And what the patients understand. Cute pulak :D * Tapi, takda la, pesakit skrg sudah hebat ilmu medical nya enn. Hehe.

Artery: The study of paintings.
Bacteria: Back door to cafeteria.
Barium: What doctors do when patients die.
Cesarean Section: A neighborhood in Rome.
Catscan: Searching for a cat.
Coma: A punctuation mark.
Dilate: To live long.
Enema: Not a friend, opposite to friend.
Impotent: Distinguished, well known.
Labor Pain: Getting hurt at work.
Medical Staff: A Doctor's cane.
Morbid: A higher offer than I bid.
Nitrates: Cheaper than day rates.
Node: Was aware of something.
Outpatient: A person who has fainted.
Pelvis: Second cousin to Elvis.
Post Operative: A letter carrier.
Tablet: A small table.
Terminal Illness: Getting sick at the airport.
Tumor: More than one.
Urine: Opposite of you're out.
Varicose: Nearby, close by.Vein: Conceited

Hint: try to associate the pronunciation to any other words whom have the same pronunciation but different spelling. Ckp laju ala ala amerika pun boleh. kih

Di rumah. So happy to be home! :) Esok Ahad, cepatnyaa

Relaks.

2011-06-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

Marah itu api. Apabila api dilawan api, maka maraklah ia. Tapi jika api dilawan air, maka tunduklah ia. Berwudu' lah tatkala kau marah. InsyaAllah api takkan dapat menyentuh hatimu. :)

Past.

2011-06-16T10:32:00.064+08:00

The Past, should always be ignored at all ? I guess no. Past isnt always hurtful, and it could be joyful. Without the past, I wont learn anything in life or I would be able to get to know some people that are so important to my life now. From the past, I gain strength from within my family, Making good friends, building friendships & for once I found a love. I always said to myself or to others, What's past is past whenever problem rises. True. Moving on and find a new hope. But, there are those time when I feel like going back to the past. But I cant, now.. How immature i am, I always feel inside. Until, sometimes im afraid of the future. This are my little personal feeling I shared here. The thing is, We really need people in our life, for strength. kita semua saling memerlukan. So im trying my best to love all the people around me.

Probably there will be some days we'll feel exactly like we're in the 'happy' past again, soon or regardless the age. Let all the matters decided by Him :')

PS : Oh Malaysia. Banyak betul isu. Pening -.-
Tapi kita kena ingat apa pun,
'Negara tak masuk syurga atau neraka. tak penting ia dinamakan Islam atau tidak. Insan yg menguruskannya yg akan dihisab di akhirat kelak.'

Day 30

2011-06-15T17:49:00.019+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Well, hehehe. I just realized that I havent really finish my 30 days challenge. There's still Day 30th post. "Who are you?"

Wajeehah. A really simple person. Yet, is trying the best she could.. for this precious life given by Allah. :)

Yay habis dah! *Prob after 3 months ye? Hihi. :p

Im now just chilling in the room, after studying Comp. book for awhile, Rest is needed.Today is 15th. I've been missing. Hm I dont know.

These few days, There's some ppl who keeps bothering me. No. Not some ppl. A person. that i barely know. & now, it just become too uncomfortable. :\ Sorry dude

But the week anyway is alhamdulillah okay :) Yeah cant wait for friday. Should be friday fun fun fun with Amira Syud and Raja. Haha. Chillin out at Mira's home before taking the train back with Hnsh and Raja. This weekend I'll be doing something quite naughty la too, Skipping the uia talk. Wajib tau. Tapi. Heheh

Haruslah teman si adik mau balik ipoh. I too, need some time at home. :D

Bye, nak makan kuey teow kung fu hari ni. Favourite lah hee. Yumyy

Yahdikumullah Wa Yuslihu Balakum

(May Allah lead you and ease your thinking)

Be strong wawa.

from Hnsh's blog.

Hadapi dengan senyuman :)

2011-06-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hari ni , saya sangat sedih. Saya tiada apa-apa, cuma sedih melihat kawan yang kita sayang dalam kesedihan. Sedih melihat orang orang yang kita sayang dalam kesusahan. Saya harap dia kuat. Dan tadi sengaja mahu mendengar lagu-lagu lama, terdengarlah lagu ini. Cuba la dengar. :) Memang kadang-kadang hidup susah kan. Tapi sebesar mana pun masalah yang kita fikir kita ada, kalau kita berserah dan kembali hanya kepadaNya, insyaAllah dipermudahkan. Rasa kecewa akan bertukar kepada perasaan redha terhadap ketentuanNya, dan akhirnya bertukar kepada sebuah harapan baru.

Be strong my friend! :)

2011-06-12T22:18:00.001+08:00

Tidak semua wanita berhijab itu solehah tapi wanita yang solehah pasti berhijab. Jaga iman, jaga solat, jaga akhlak dan jaga aurat. Dia tetap bersama-sama kamu di mana saja kamu berada, dan Allah Maha Melihat akan apa yang kamu kerjakan (Al-Hadiid 57:4)

Twitter.

2011-06-04T11:52:00.002+08:00

Im on the twitter. wajeehahghazali
:)

:)

2011-06-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

Oh Allah, give me strength. I know i can overcome all this. Soon rainbow will come. :')

lil sister of mine. :D

2011-06-01T19:23:00.059+08:00

Slm. Tadi petang masa tgh layan drama tiba-tiba kena ajak main badminton tepi rumah dgn adik plg bongsu, Siti Aisyah. Kitorang borak-borak sambil main-main. Then dia ckp ni. :D

Aisy : Aisyah kan bila korang ada boleh la ikut korang, klu takde dah, aisyah dah mcm lupa dah..
Wawa: Gasp gasp..ikut apa?
Aisy : Xla. Mcm klu kakna ada, aisyah ikut la tgk jepun dgn korea..klu takde kat rumah, aisyah dah x tgk dah.
Wawa : Haha yeke..klu kak ieda pulak?
Aisy : Klu kak ieda aisyah ikutla dia jahit2 bag, yg mcm arts.
Wawa : Haha mmgla..kakwa pulak?
Aisy : Hehehe. Kakwa entahlaa. Hehe. Dgn kakwa aisyah asyik kena jerit...sbb kakwa mesti lambat bls.
Wawa : Kah kah. X fhmm la. Nape mcm tu pula?
Aisy : Mcm .. Klu kakwa tgh tgk tv ke apa ke, mesti kena panggil byk kali.."Kakwaa.." pastu kakwa x jwb.."Kakwaa.." pastu mesti baru kakwa ckp .."haa" ke, "kejap kejap" ke.. Sllu lmbt jwb.
Wawa : Hahaha. yekee? Ooow. so kakwa xde ikut apa eh. Oklaaa. Hahaha. Hmm kak cah pulak?
Aisy: Haha. Kakcah..mcm blog la,anwarhadi la..heheh. Abg amal..xde ape lg.
Wawa : Tp aisyah asyik nak duduk dgn kakwa je kat rumah? Sllu kcu kakwa je. Kcu tidur pagi2. Hish..
Aisy : Dah kakwa yg ade kat rumah mmgla. Aisyah xde kawan la kat rumah .. :(
Wawa : Smash! :P

Hahah. Kesian adik. Kelakar jugak. Bila fikir mmg la, adik beradik lain semua pun mcm dah besar. Hal masing2 jugak. Aisyah ni baru 9 tahun. Klu kitorang balik baru la main2 dgn dia. Yeap, Im like that at home or anywhere else. Hehehe. Sbb sy tahu sy bukan seorang yg multi-tasking. Boleh la, tp mcm kureng. Klu tgh tgk tv ke, tgh baca ke, tgh bake ke, susah sikit la nak bg reaction klu org panggil. Samada terlalu fokus atau ada sesuatu di dlm kotak fikiran ku. Haha. That's why orang selalu yg kenal rapat ckp wawa blur la. Mrs blank -.-. Tp Xdela teruk sgt. Hehe. Hm, mcm tu pun, aisyah ni, tetap jugak kacau kakak2 dia tiap2 hari. Nakal tu budak ni. :D

Malam ni nak makan tembikai sejuk! Hihi. Tgk drama 3 sisters kat tv dorang makan. Nmpk yummy! :P

2011-06-01T11:47:00.010+08:00

Hm, I feel like writing again. :( I think I may have gone through a long bad period and probably still in the same bad patch. But, I don't quite feel as bad as before. Maybe it's because I feel like I don't want to care or think about it as much as I did before. I am not sure myself. How positive I wanna be, sometimes I'll just fall for awhile. I've no problem with everyone, really. Im wishing everyone the best. What's past is past. But, sometimes we'll just want to burst and feel better afterwards. Sorry to all my friends, if I seems like avoiding everyone. I dont wanna talk much about the how are you and what are you now questions. I dont wanna lie. Im just hoping that the family will be better, and the rezeki to come. & I dont know whether Im just in the state of denial or Im beginning to accept anything. Most of you might not understand anything Im saying. Lol. Hmm but this is really ok. This is just part of life, when we feel dissapointed or scared. Those kind of feelings, you know. Life is ok compared to others, alhamdulillah. I know i shouldnt complaint much. I know that I have Allah, to tell everything. And to hope for everything. He has His better plans for us. In the end, I just want to be fine and feel fine. I know that I'll reach there someday, because I've managed to come this far somehow. I really miss all my close friends. :)

"Ketika kita jauh daripada Allah, iblis yang suka umat manusia bercerai-berai akan menghampiri dan melalaikan kita daripada tanggung jawab terhadap keluarga"

PS : Hari ni rabu! Oh cuti. tsk tsk

2011-05-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Oh mann suddenly I wanna meet my girls so badly. Esp, Izhana Idrus! Rindu laa. :D

Maths.

2011-05-30T10:16:00.012+08:00

Took this from FB. Nice jugak. :D * Yay, tak perlu amik maths dah lepas ni. All settled. Heee :D

Keindahan matematik.

1 x 8 + 1 = 9

12 x 8 + 2 = 98

123 x 8 + 3 = 987

1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876

12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
...

123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654

1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543

12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432

123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11

12 x 9 + 3 = 111

123 x 9 + 4 = 1111

1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111

12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111

123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111

1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111

12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111

123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88

98 x 9 + 6 = 888

987 x 9 + 5 = 8888

9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888

98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888

987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888

9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888

98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Hebatkan?

Dan cuba lihat simetri ini:

1 x 1 = 1

11 x 11 = 121

111 x 111 = 12321

1111 x 1111 = 1234321

11111 x 11111 = 123454321

111111 x 111111 = 12345654321

1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321

11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321

111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

Sekarang tengok ini

101%Dari sudut pandangan matematik :

Apakah ia sama dengan 100%?

Adakah ia bermaksud LEBIH dari 100%?

Kita selalu mendengar orang berkata dia beri lebih dari 100%?

Kita selalu dalam situasi di mana seseorang mahukan kita BERIKAN SEPENUHNYA 100%

Bagaimana nak MENCAPAI 101%?

Apakah nilai 100% dalam hidup?

Mungkin sedikit formula matematik di bawah boleh membantu mendapatkan jawapannya.

Jika:

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTU VWXYZ

Digambarkan sebagai:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Jika:

KERJA KERAS

11 + 5 + 18 + 10 + 1 + 11 + 5 + 18 + 19 + 1= 99%

H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

Dan:

Knowledge

11 +14 +15 +23 + 12 5 +4 +7 + 5 = 96%

Serta

SIKAP

19 + 9 + 11 + 1 + 16 + 4 + 9 + 18 + 9= 96%

Dalam Bahasa Inggeris;

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

Sikap diri atau attitude adalah yang utama untuk mencapai 100%. Jika kita bekerja keras sekalipun tetapi jika tiada attitude masih belum dapat 100% lagi.

Tapi

LOVE OF GOD

12 +15 +22 +5 +15 + 6 +7 +15 +4 = 101%

atau

SAYANG ALLAH

19 + 1 + 25 + 1 + 14 + 7 + 1 + 12 + 12 + 1 + 8 = 101%

Hmm, I had dreams everyday. And it's all quite similar. hesh. wish it'd be gone. Maybe the more we try to forget, the more it comes. Takpa la. Just that, & I wish Im that kind who could alwaysss fall asleep easily whenever I want to. & I wish I wont wake up too early bila tgh time cuti cuti ni. Hhehe. Gonna watch another drama Teppan Girl Japan today. Yosh XD

Only one week.

2011-05-29T19:44:00.003+08:00

Just came back from kg. ada kenduri kahwin. :) Waa penatla. Last night I couldnt really sleep well, woke up in every two hours. And I dont feel like I was sleeping at all. Selsema jugak. So pagi tadi dlm kereta otw ke rumah pengantin kat kepong, tidur. Otw to ipoh, tidur. guna segala peluang yang ada kan. Haha. Btw, Barcelona won! So happy to hear walaupun tak dpt tengok. Thnks my reporter! Haha. kesian rooney. kesian izhana *die hard manu* :D

Yesterday Haneesah got in already. I met my friends there who become the volunteers. Seriously I really hope that I'll get a room that's close to Haneesah and all my kwn2 borak hihi. jiran jiran ku. She got a room that's so close to Meen's room and her sister. Next week I wish that I will get a room in similar level. It'll be easier. Kalau bosan okayla. My self complexity is being alone. I dont like it eventhough I seem like that kind of person before,kan ? Haha. Takmau bilik jauh sgt. But it's a new semester, I must start new. Have fun with friends, study well. Dont wanna lah think too much. I also got into the same class with my mrsm schoolmates, the coolest bro Aiman and the cheerful Amni! Hehe. Hmm, It'll be fine...insyaAllah. :)

Well, One weeek. U know what, i just watch iklan movie Karak. I won't watch it. Dahla degree kat pahang. -.-

Yo. :)

2011-05-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

Long time no blogging! Haha. Naah, just not much to say. Today, i feel like writing. :) These few days, I dont know. I laughed, watching korean shows. Be infront of the tv all the time. Not much thinking. Senyum dan ketawa. But in the end, after all, every night, it came back. Sure, I still miss it. Haha. But, it's really fine. It is never easy to lose something that's so common in your life. Like chinese said, Man man. Means , slow slow. Kan? Takpe lah, ada la hikmah. It's for the best i guess. I still think a lot. But, eventually there's a life we need to live. Atleast I made a very great friend. I wish you all the best, okay. :) It's gonna be long way before I think of having that feeling again. Takmau la main dengan jodoh. Esh, wawa. Hahaha. Nyway, Im going to kampung now. Yeayy fresh air for awhile. Haneesah is going to register in Uia today. Andd yeah, C'mon Barcelona! Pls win. Pls pls pls. :)

I'm back home. :)

2011-05-17T00:47:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Hmm. finally, it's holiday :) Im home since saturday, Alhamdulillah. What to do eh during this holiday? I dont know, right now, I wanna remain as peaceful as possible. I feel like Im quiet-er like i was before i went to Uia, since I've the feeling that I talked a lot recently, I feel calmer now. Hehe. Entahla. Dont you ever feel like just living home where you belong and just breath in and out in the home everyday. And you dont really wanna go out..or do something or meeting someone. It's not like we are avoiding anything, just that we just want to have some time with just ourself and our family. :) But ofcourse, i still wanna meet my friends later. :)

Now, im reading a book tittled 'The Difference Maker'. Wah, back to my old hobby. dah lama tak baca buku. hihi. there are some lines i read ... It says that, ' Attitude is the difference maker in our life. What's attitude ? It is the inward feeling expressed by outward behaviour. No one should ever lose a job, miss a promotion, or destroy a marriage just because of a poor attitude. Why? Because a person's attitude is not set, it is a choice. Life is 10% what happend to us and 90 percent how we react to it. You know why it's the difference maker of life? Imagine two people apply the same job. Both with equal skills and natural talent, but another one has a better attitude. In that case, the one with better attitude wins hands down. ' True isnt it..for me personally, good attitude is to remain positive about yourself and about others. That's only some i just wanna share, Im still reading... Since i know at this age I am still that kind of person who lacks of life experience dealing with people and life , heheh , hopefully i will gain something from this book. :)

Oh btw.. I cooked something different today. Yesterday.. I cooked steamed fish for the first time. And it is one of my favourite lauk. ^^ I just learned from ummi. Today..this morning, i was just watching Asia Food Channel , and suddenly I feel like wathing masterchef again, but I didnt, instead , I looked at the recipe in the website. And I found this one simple recipe. Chicken macaroni bake. Family suka, seronok tgk habis jugak. Food is awesome. love them. :D Still, exercise is needed now. Aigoo :D

Aih, so sleeepy. goodnight everyone. :)
Ps : Just happy to hear from you tonight. :)

2011-05-12T09:17:00.000+08:00

Ps: Sorry. I'll put down my ego. I will. :)

2011-05-11T21:13:00.008+08:00

Be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious.

Thanks my friend. For being a 'friend'. I just dont feel like talking to anyone right now. Even i want to. Getting tired of being the last to know. How slow am i exactly? I dont find any good of myself now. Keep calm and dont do anything, yeah. Sleep.

Sg Lui.

2011-05-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

Ada yg cakap.. Wherever you are in your life, sometimes its good to just to stop for a moment, take a deep breath, think of your roots and go HOME. :)

Cartoons time! :D

2011-05-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

Saturday.

2011-05-07T09:38:00.000+08:00

It's weekend. Cepatla habis exam. huhu. What's wrong with me .. I always feel so tired or sleepy recently. Hmm. I really miss u n everyone & I miss my friends. :( Kena chill wawa. Study study. 1 minggu je lagi.

Ps : Bored...

...

2011-05-06T20:27:00.004+08:00

Today is... I dont know. Blank. Im tired. Im hungry. but I just wanna sleep . bye. woa. This is such a very meaningless post.

Day 29 - What I've learnt

2011-05-05T19:26:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned?

April 2011. What've I learned? Let see .... um .... K lah, What've I learned. April 2011. Firstly, I learned that I am unable to finish a blogging challenge that requires me to finish within a period of 30 days, lazy me :D Then, I learned that I could actually make a birthday card by myself yay. It was my very first time I worked so hard on this kind of thing. * Psst, pls dont lose it * or else, siapla. haha kidding. :D Hmm April was a very happy month. I mostly felt neutral and strong. I learned how to cheer myself up everyday whenever I feel lonely here. It wasnt like before .. when I would felt so down knowing that everyone's going home. & Im here at CFS. So, u know, Im getting matured now. Hehe. Then I learned about others' lives, stories they hold dear to their hearts, their secrets, their heartaches, their desires and their dream. And I learned about mine aswell. :D

My friend called me to watch a video about the engangement beetween Asyraf Muslim and her fiance . It was great to see them. Her fiance is very kind. Asyraf Muslim said that he's attracted by her well behaviour, her islamic way of life. Never mentioned about the way she looks or whatever. Wah great man. I guess knowing people by heart is the most sincere way to love. Allah too, sees our heart only, not by our status or our face. Hopefully their jodoh with comes to a tie. insyaAllah. Haish hopefully i can be a better muslimah too. Amin~

Arsenal :)

2011-05-02T01:07:00.003+08:00

Arsenal 1-0 Manchester United.

Today i went out to Jusco Ipoh and watched Thor 3D. Eating Nasi Ayam, McD Sundae Choc and Frenchfries , Big Apple. Happy me today! Hihi. & I went back home at about 6 pm something. I was hoping for some rest, but then my relatives came and drop by at our house. So I gotta greet them. It was okay since it felt very nice to meet them. After taking a shower, then my mom asked us the brother and sisters to siap2 cepat. Ada tahlil dan makan2 birthday pakcik saudara. Haish. I was so lazyy. I didnt wanna gooo. I wanna watch Arsenalll. I wanna just chill infront of the TV. But..in the end. It wasnt an option, it was an order from the parents. So, sokay sokay, I went. Me and my brother, Akmal and my sisters Haneesah and Aisyah were so worried that we'd missed the big game. * Since kitorang semua ni suka arsenal. Baba sorang Manchester U.* Aih. But then , after the tahlil at about 9pm , My sister switched on the channel 812. Hihi. Soooo. Apa lagi. Makan sambil tengok bola lah. Arsenal 1-0 Manchester United. Hahahaha Bangga :D For me, Szczesny is the man of the match! The goalkeeper has made many awesome saves. Ramsey scored his first goal after he recovered from his terrible injury before. and Arsenal has got the control of the game, most of the time. Great passing skills. Yeah, takpe. Mmg tak dpt dah Arsenal nak menang liga sekarang. Tapi malam ni dah menang lawan Manchester United kira oklah. Kira dah block sekejap Manu jadi champion. Kalau Manu menang malam ni, kira points dorang dah cukup nak menang liga, tapi sekarang , sebab chelsea dah menang lawan hotspurs semalam, Chelsea memang ada can lagi la nak kejar. Dahlaaa next week Chelsea Vs Manu. Confirm best. Ah Im rooting for Chelsea! Hee. Kalau Manu menang liga season ni, kira dorang cipta record baru kalahkan Liverpool. Liverpool dgn Manu dah menang liga 18 kali. Kalau Manu menang cipta record 19 kali , paling banyak menang liga. Takboleee. :p Takdela. Tgkla camne. Oh. Im talking football now. Haha. Happy jugak tengok dengan family. Tgk baba sorang kena attack. Hehehe :D Nyway, Goodnight. Esok pagi buat cookies! Assalamualaikum :)

Ps : From The Gorilla, Thanks for today! :))

Nothing.

2011-05-01T00:44:00.003+08:00

Hurm.

So now I am the bad one huh?

Silent.

I have tried my best.. to satisty everyone.

Sigh. Patient please, wawa.

Deleting this kind of feeling.

No more.

Neutral me again.

Goodnight. :(

Strive for Maths (II).

2011-04-30T12:28:00.002+08:00

In the end,

I dont wanna dance like crap.

I wanna dance like TH's winning dance.

HIHIHI :D

Dont worry.

2011-04-30T12:06:00.005+08:00

Allah ( Subhanahu wa ta'ala ) said : If you never felt pain or experienced problems, how would you know I'm the Healer?; If you never made a mistake, how would you know I'm the Forgiver?; If you were never hurt,how would you know I am the Comforter? If your life was perfect, then why would you need Me?

Hadith Qudsi

Hopefully we can be a better servant. Make a step. There's Hope. :)

Magic!

2011-04-29T14:37:00.005+08:00

PS : You must click the picture first.

Make a fist and put it in the center of the picture. It looks like the dots are moving ten times faster.

Day 28 - changes.

2011-04-28T15:44:00.013+08:00

Assalamualaikum,
Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Mar and me. :D

BEFORE : 2010. Baru masuk CFS IIUM. Tough days. Baru2 nak sesuaikan diri dulu dengan keadaan. Baru jumpa kawan baru. :)

Another close friend, Sarah. :)

NOW : 2011. Sekarang dah 3 sem. Enjoying life with all my friends. Stronger me. talktative me already. *Heh kawan2 cakap* CFS pun dah pakar dah jalan shortcut semua. Wish me the best here. 2 more sem to go!

Yo! Today I've class at 8am. It was so hard to open my eyes. Sakit perut. Rasa nak tidur lagi. Hihi. Alhamdulillah ustaz buat kelas 2 jam je hari ni. Boleh la rehat sejam before kelas maths. I realized that I have 2 weeks before the final exams. 11th is UI paper, 14th is Maths paper. Hopefully I can do well. Risau maths ada 2 lg chapter tak diajar. Hm chill wawa. Btw, tadi lepas maths, kwn2 sy, mar dengan sarah ajak lunch kat kedai mamak. Tiba2 ada tunjuk match Barcelona lawan Real Madrid. Alby dah cakap barca menang 2-0 pagi tadi.*oh. pedro rodriguez mcm muka kwn alby, amir fariqi :D* Tapi...nak tengok jugak. Kena pujuk la dorang stay borak2 teman tgk bola. Hihi thanks guys. Stuck depan tv tengok match. Madrid kena 2-0 dengan barca kat bernabeu. The match was very tense, Pinto and Pepe received red cards, Alves got a hard tackle by pepe, Maurinho with the ref, Messi with his magic work! Haish. Awesome. :) The question is, Who's going to Wembley? Personally, I wanna see Barcelona kick out Manchester United in the final. Hahaha. But we'll see how it turn out then. :)

Ps : Currently Im craving for McD's double cheeseburger. Huhu. Study wawa..study.

Wednesday.

2011-04-27T13:10:00.021+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Er baru perasan. lupa jugak nak bg salam di previous posts. Haish wawa ni. Sorry sorry. :)

So after a full day rest without any class on Monday and Tuesday, finally I have a class today. And it was so sudden. Haih. U know what, after Subh prayer, I was on the phone until 7.30am. & I decided to sleep again. Suddenly my mate MiraSyud called me about 10 am and said 'Wawa, awk tak gi kelas ke? Madam ada dah ni.' Kelas pukul 10. I was like EH asal tak tahu apa2. Selalunya rabu takde kan. Aiyo clumsy me. Tp klu ada pun mesti di inform. So takpelah, I rushed and took a shower, getting ready. cepat2 cari baju kurung takyah iron dan pakai tudung syiria. Hihi. Done. Ofcourse the class has began , but I wasnt that too late I guess, Sarah and me are able to catch up with the lesson. Alhamdulillaaah madam relaks jugak ah. tak marah. Quiz pun postponed kpd hari selasa. So this weekend ala boring nyee. Im not going anywhere due to the financial crisis Im having right now huhuhu.

One of the Hadith has mentioned (InsyaAllah) : Berkata baik atau lebih baik diam.
I was just chatting with nina yesterday. I wasnt feeling that well, sebab main hujan kat pasar malam . -.- *kebab sedap!* Soo, kepala macam berat jugak ah. & I wasnt really having a good mood. Entah, maybe it's end of the month, biasalah perempuan. Just chillin in her room, the we talked. How can we be close friends eh? Haha because kita satu kepala lah nina. thanks for being an awesome friend. There's a diff between kawan dan sahabat. Somehow there are friends who backbiting to others a lot, entahla maybe kita tak satu flow. Haha. Im gonna be friends with anyone. friends are friends kan. But this is just a thought that I wanna share, why do some friends backbiting so much? mmg tak dpt tipula, sometimes terckp jugak. Ey I wanna say my sorry now if I did. It's just that I dont like to hear it, one of my belief in this life is that nobody's perfect, somehow he's gonna lack of something,somehow she's gonna make a mistake, somehow nothing's gonna be the way we want it. There are flaws in life. Remembering this is one of the way for me to control my anger .Or else we'll only see the bad in something or someone, and in the end, your life will be full with negative vibes. tak best la kan. But the thing is, I wasnt in a way to advice them. Huhu. entah, kadang2 rasa tak cukup baik jugak nak tegur orang. Walaupun kita cuma menegah dlm hati, walaupun itu selemah2 cara kan, that's all I could do now. Minta jauhla dari rasa hipokrit pulak. But friends are friends. Hopefully i can be a good one. Nyway, this is just a thought. Entahla, taknak jugak nak ckp banyak. There should be some hikmah in this hadith. Lets ponder and think of it. & This is soo general tau, I donna wanna point to some specific human beings. No lah :)

Ps : Another quote of the day. " My relationship with Maths2 has become too complicated ". Worried. Huuu :(

Pelangi.

2011-04-26T20:28:00.009+08:00

A good song when in bumps. :)

Mimpi adalah kunci
Untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
Berlarilah tanpa lelah
Sampai engkau meraihnya

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu
Bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
Warnai bintang di jiwa

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya...
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/nidji/laskar_pelangi.html ]
Cinta kepada hidup
Memberikan senyuman abadi
Walau hidup kadang tak adil
Tapi cinta lengkapi kita

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu
Jangan berhenti mewarnai
Jutaan mimpi di bumi

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya...

Laskar pelangi
Takkan terikat waktu.

Ps : Oh rasa nak demam. rasa nak makan bubur nasi huhuu :(

Day 27 - Why am i doing this.

2011-04-25T20:48:00.017+08:00

Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 days challenge

Hm, like i said before in one of my previous entry, I was bored, reading one of the blog , and the blogger did this. And it seemed fun, I wanna try it out. Im pretty lazy in updating blog, so atleast this gonna help ,atleast I'm gonna post something. Hihihi. :D
Eventhough I maybe have failed actually, because I didnt do it day by day, tp takpelah kot. benda ni je. :p

Sobs. Arsenal kalah semalam. Sedih jugak. Mcm ... ape ni. Nak kena Wajeehah tgk baru menang eh? Hahaha. Geram dgn livescore semalam. Kalau draw takpe lg. Tiba2 minit 90+ boleh pulak Bolton score Haish.
Anyway, Im Arsenal through and through - Thierry Henry. Me too :D Takpe lah, bola memang camtu kan. Sedih time kalah je, next game kita fire up balik. Baru smgt sukan kannn. :D

btw, why am I so lepak aje ni? Dua tiga hari ni byk jugak tidur. bila baca buku UI atas katil, tahu kan apa jadi. zzz. Too much free time ni. Mdm maths byk jugak cancel kelas, Ustaz pun asyik byk seminar. So bila duduk kat bilik, macam tak feel sgt la nak study. Haha. But, I need to revise tonight. Mesti jugak! Rehat2 jugak kan, study2 jugak. bcos life is all about balance kan. The worldly matter and the afterlife matter, physical matter and spiritual matter. Study and sleep. Lebih kurang. Cewah tp lepas ni blur nak study ape. Haha takdelah, Go wawa. 3 minggu je lagi nak balik rumah. Cuti cutii. Serius lama dah tak balik :(

PS : Really glad that you liked it. *blush*. Yeah lets go to the beach. :)

Why eh?

2011-04-24T20:15:00.007+08:00

Do you know the song 'Fight for this love' by cheryl cole?
"..too much of anything can make you sick. even the good can be a curse..'
I feel like I'm talking too much for the past few days. Hmm nothing's bad about that. It's just me. I feel like I need to slow down a little bit. Cos it's getting pretty mixed up in my head now. Huhuhu.

Yesterday was really great and sweet. I appreaciate it a lot. Thank you so much for coming. I was very very happy. & sorry too if its tiring you :)
Fun day with nina and my new Arsenal's mate, Abu, too :)
Two icecream per day! Sundae Done. Mcflurry Done. Hihi

Ps : Weekdays..Studying time. I will have 2 to 3 weeks before the final. Tak sabar nak cutii. nak bake :D

Awan nano.

2011-04-22T21:58:00.007+08:00

:: Where's my awan nano?

Quote from members of 216A. Im so bored today...

Btw ,

To realize the value of..ONE.

1 year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam
1 month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby
1 week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper
1 hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
1 minute: Ask the person who has midded the train,bus or plane
1 second: Ask a person who has survived an accident
1 millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympic

Hopefully i can sleep well tonight. My friends have nicknamed me Panda recently haish. Tomorrow's a day out with nina and her ____ . hihi. So I will eat my icecream by myself..huhu. Takdela. Nite ppl. :)

Day 26 - Friends

2011-04-22T14:11:00.014+08:00

Day 26 - What do you think about your friends?

Tadika Aiman friends : Masa rehat makan dalam talam ramai2. Tp tak igt sape2 dah sebenarnye. Hehe

SR. Agama Al-hidayah : 6 tahun sekolah sini. Kawan2 srah best. Masa ni sekolah rendah, walaupun dikira sbg budak yg pendiam di sekolah, ramai jugak igt saya ni bila dah besar. hihi. Sbb lps srah , ramai yg pindah sekolah merata2. skrg mostly jumpa kat fb, tempat driving test, uia. Dorang ni igt kawan. Fun childhood memories :)

SMKGR : Form 1-Form 3. Oklah , rasanya byk yg rapat dengan kawan2 kelas. My first bestfriend is Amalia Faqihah Ahmad Zahari. I love her. 3 tahun bersama banyak jugak kenangan pahit dan manis di sekolah dulu. awesome. Afzal putri aizat kitorang geng. bila dah jumpa dorang kecoh gila. Seronok. Hmm raja ,hajar ,kesuma..ramai lagi. :)

MRSM PH : Haha I just love them. Izhana laila mamal ila fatin haziqah, syakir , udin ,ejat, dan ramai lg. aww rindu sangat. I love my schoolmates. Byk benda belajar dengan dorang pasal life. dorang baik dan supportive. borak sama2, belajar sama2, makan sama2, puasa sama2, raya sama2, exam sama2, kena marah sama2, tidur sama2, happy sama2. Mcm mana tak rindu? Dorang cool la. Had a really precious memories with them. Will definitely be their friend forever. :)

Uia friends : Uia friends oklahh, best. :) byk jugak kenal kawan2 baru. They're from all over Malaysia, Hee. Orang kelantan , tganu ,johor, melaka, sarawak. Yg rapat macam nina, meen, zima, nono, sarah, huda, mar, mirasyud hensem, make my days way better now. :D

Happy 19th birthday to Alby Masssauddi :D Wah. dah lagi tua dari wawa. Haha. May Allah bless you always, and you're always in good health and living a good life. Semoga hidup juga sentiasa dipermudahkan oleh-Nya. :)

Ps: No more 017579. hurm. So, dah weekend ni nak buat apa ye? Hmm. Tell me..

Zaman kanak kanak. Lots of love :)

2011-04-20T22:12:00.011+08:00

Kudos to haneesah. :D

Rindu la zaman kanak-kanak. Sangat rindu bila cari balik gambar lama2 :D Cuba teka mana satu saya. Oklah, bg clue , cuba cari amoi mata sepet. Haha.

Dulu mesti beli kek aiskrim , Akmal mesti hancurkan hailoh -.-

Wajeehah, Akmal, Nadhirah, Syaheeda, Haneesah :) Aisyah tak lahir lagi. Heuhue

KFC! Sume rambut pendek masa ni. My hair is as macho as a footballer's. kan. Haha

Can u guess, Mana saya! Mcm little bro kot.Cah comel! :D

Dalam byk2 kitorang masa kecik, saya laa yg paling gemuk. tp paling baik jgk ok ummi cakap. haha. Aw precious moments. I love my family :)

Day 25 - bag

2011-04-20T12:18:00.008+08:00

Day 25 - What would i find in your bag?

School bag ( i mean during the classes) - Books, pencilbox, calculator, phone, my room's key, mp3 , purse , my bottle.
Handbags - a small bag which i put my purse, phone, face powder, lip gloss, my room's key, mp3, telekung klu pergi jauh2.

Btw...im so sleepy today. had 2 hours of sleep, tapi baru je makan kat mamak, takkan nak terus tidur. kena relaks dulu. huhu. Yesterday i watched 127 hours, dudee it was so sick. tiba2 fikir, serius ke nak jadi doktor ni? Kalau kena stay bilik mayat, ohh. Tapi, takpe takpe, fear can be overcome. *sedapkan hati :D

Ps: Petang ni nak exercise! bersama roommate lamaa Ainul. atleast kena kuarkan peluh. Yosh2 :D
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Tuesday.

2011-04-19T19:48:00.015+08:00

It's maghrib soon. Im online, now. I just finished my Kuey teow kungfu for dinner. Hehh now i just realize that I will only buy Kuey Teow Kungfu for dinner at makanan panas stall at the cafe haha. Btw, just chit chatting with nina while eating our dinner, she said that some of the science based students like medic changed to engineering course, eventhough Uia wants to kick out about hundred more eng. students to fit in the quota. I dont get Uia. Seriously. They just gonna change things if they want to. Like our timetable, like our group, like our holidays, like our semester. Everything's not organized well. Sokay, 1 more year to go! Well, I hope that I wish finish this foundation without a delay or an extend. so the week is going well so far, Today i woke up at 9.45 am because of the bright sunny hot day. Since i slept quite late, i only get about 4 hours of sleep. Went for a shower and washed the clothes, hungry, i ate maggi. my tummy is not feeling well today. Received a text ; Maths class is postponed. No class today hooray. My friends are all getting ready for their Computer exam tonight, and i was really bored in the room. My roommate is studying by herself and sleeping. I went to nina and meen's room, doing maths there. After asar, i slept in their room in the afternoon and woke up with a dizzy head. It has been awhile for me to sleep in the afternoon. & We didnt to to pasar malam today. So tonight, im planning to finish my maths and my secret art work. A card. Cewah art work sgt. And watch a movie with them. And sleep. Heh, this is like a diary post. Haha. macam ada org kisah nak baca. well whatever lah I just wanna write. Hihi. :D

Tomorrow's 20th of April. Wah. 19 months is quite long. to say how far this gonna take us in the future , we never now. There's more to learn in this life, and hopefully we both will be a better person. Btw you have a special place in my heart and the feeling is like a dandelion seed that is growing and sprouting, and for the flower to grow, I'll always want to give it water , block it from the wind and makes it becomes very precious. A There were some hard times, but I dont wanna remember because, there are some unforgettable moments that i prefer more to remember. Thanks , i learned many things from you. Hopefully you'll be a strong man! Please take care of me. Thanks dear. ily. :)

Ps: Aaa. still dizzy. This saturday i definitely gonna go and buy Mcflurry.

Day 24 -. sincerely yours,

2011-04-19T13:01:00.017+08:00

Day 24 - A letter for your parents

Assalamualaikum. Terima kasih,kerana telah membesarkan wawa sejak 20/11/1992 waktu maghrib sehingga sekarang. Wawa sayangkan dan hormat ummi dengan baba , sentiasa. Terima kasih sbb telah mendidik wawa dengan cara yang paling terbaik ummi dan baba mampu. Wawa bersyukur dapat ummi dengan baba, walaupun kadang2 wawa buat salah, wawa tak dengar cakap, i want you guys to know that day by day, Im doing all of this, studying for the sake of you guys. Tiada semangat lain wawa perlukan selain harapan ummi dan baba. Wawa tak pernah nak harapkan macam2 kemewahan daripada ummi dan baba, kecuali rasa percaya dan kasih syg ummi dan baba. Wawa harap wawa tak jadi anak yg menyusahkan, wawa harap wawa boleh balas jasa ummi dengan baba. All i want to say is, I hope that u guys will always be in Allah's bless in life and afterlife, be healthy , happy and keep on loving us. Whatever you guys do is enough for me, I hope that you guys will always guide me and believe in me in this life. Baba, be strong and keep being coool! Ummi, be dizzy-free hihi, you are a superb ummi. Minta maaf atas segala kekurangan kami adik beradik. Love you guys. :)

I dont even know if they'll read this. haha. btw, love your parents more than your friends.. Eventhough you thought that you friends know you better, naaah, it's your parents who will accept your wrongs and rights, even if they dont seem to do that. But do appreciate the friends too! You know what, it's true that sometimes when they're mad, they're just worried over us. Put yourself into their shoes. Rasakan. There's once when i've the FB issue with them ,alby told me this. And it's really true. Dont be afraid to approach them, they've tried their best to fulfill their responsibilty from Allah to raise a child, or children... us. So please respect them. dosa kot tidak berkata baik kepada ibu bapa. Derhaka lah. Nauzubillah. Lets reduce dosa2 kita. Hopefully we can always control our anger, and respect them from now on. Kita tau kita mesti ada buat salah. tapi dah lepas, lepasla. lets grow up and be nice to them. =D

PS : Ergh, sakit perut lagi. Huhu. Btw, Laila's coming this friday,maybe she wants to sleepover. Nina want me to follow her meeting someone, this saturday,maybe too. Hmm hopefully there wudnt be any clash. Btw lg, Happy birthday Ummi alby :)

Sigh, $$$. & day 22.

2011-04-18T14:31:00.012+08:00

Big financial crisis. I thought it would be enough. But the scholar give me RM1250 to cover the 4 months of the last semester two + the 2 months of the short semester. It is logical right now for the money to be in a low amount ,righhht? I've tried to save enough. Mls nak mintak parents pulak. but I have to now. Huhu. Now 1 months of short sem has passed. 1 months to go. no ipoh. no extra food. Gotta bear with it. isk -.- but everything is enough. 4 weeks are gonna be okay.

Day 23 - Something you crave for right now.

Oo. This is is easy. I really wanna eat Oreo Mcflurryyy! Or sundae. Yummy. Lama jugak tak pergi mcD. :D

PS : Arsenal draw dengan Liverpool. There goes our season again. Sedih la. :(

Day 22 - How I'm different.

2011-04-17T11:42:00.013+08:00

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else?

- I am a die hard fan of Arsenal . I started to watch it at the age of 14. And I am a lady who really watch the football itself, not just the players. hihi.

- I like to read self-help book. Haha org kata 'lame', but so what kan? Mana ada 'lame'. There's a lot i can learn and apply from it.

- Somehow, my two favourite men, Thierry Henry and Van Diesel, is bold and tough ! Ha Ha Ha

- Whenever i go eat outside, most of the time I will make sure the pinggan are all stacked or the table is not a mess.

- I dont like Asam and tauhu. -.-

- I like to combine foods. Biskut dgn ice cream, Nasi goreng ada keropok dan mcm2 lg. Hm, no good for your tummy .

- I prefer to listen to old songs. feeling sikit. :D

- I sometimes gets blur during a conversation. Pretty slow but....embrace it. :D

That's all I've got right now. I've just finished my mid sem exam. Oh. What's this feeling? I feel soo relaxed. Time for the 'running man' show. Grr too bad it's monday tomorrow. (-.-)

Ps: Hmmm. I couldnt give my presents. What to do. huhu. May u have a great birthday :)

Day 21- CUTE ! :)

2011-04-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy

Awwww. KAWAII !!! When i read the 'Day 21', Suddenly i just thought of cute babies. Haha. Ee so cute :)

Hehe 5 hari terus. :D 16-20.

2011-04-13T11:37:00.016+08:00

Ho yeah.. lagi sepuluh (^_^)

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself

So , The left one is Waa, the right one is Jee. Hah.

Waa : aaa..Tambah. :DD

Jee Hah : Mmm...Tolak. -.-

Waa : aaa...Tambah la kan kan..hihi :DD

Jee Hah : mmm ...tolak! -.-'

I guess they're doing maths! * Okay minta perhatian , saya tengah mengarut sekarang. Haish.

Wish me the best tomorrow! :)

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?

No one! Alhamdulillah with the life I've now :) Couldnt think of anyone. I couldnt imagine another life without my precious family members, with my beloved friends so far. Hidup memang tak sempurna, tapi cukup dengan apa yang ada. Tak menarik la kalau dah tahu hidup kita mcm mana kan. Walaupun kadang2 nak tahu. Clueless right? Taknak tukar :D

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have

1# I wanna score in the short sem.

2# I wanna AM to have a great birthday soon :D

3# I wanna meet thierry henry and van diesel. HEHE . :D *Eye-candied on them, eye candied only!

4# I wanna be a doctor.

5# I wanna go to emirates stadium and watch Arsenal, and meet the players with my husband to be. Ha..ha.. berangan :D

6# Dah dewasa kelak, I wanna go to do Haji ..insyaAllah.

7# I wanna go travel. I want my parents to go travel too..after all their hard works in raising us!

8# I wanna be a person that could help people in need..in any way.

9# Sure, i wanna get married and have kids!

and...

10# I wanna eat icecream...the most closest dream so far. Tapi, Nak ice cream mcFlurry!

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them?

Wawa - Family yg bagi dari kecil. ramai orang yg kenal panggil wawa.

Wajee - Laila, Fida, Miza , Siti Nadiah. 4 orang kawan yang panggil Wajee.

Wawawawa - Ni bila orang panggil nak main2. Haish.

Wachitah - Atuk hashim (ayah baba) panggil dulu. Sy cucu plg dia suka kcu. Syg atuk. mcm mana la jd nama tu :P

Jeeha - Ini bila...... orang gedik panggil. Haha . tak suke jeeha. Haish. Ada dua orang la. Syg dorang :)

Wajeehah - Nama Ic. sebab nama penuh. Suka2.

Mrs Henry - Hihihi. Bg nickname sendiri dulu2 bila chat dgn Imelda, dia mrs fabregas. Dulu dulu.

Sape2 nak tambah?

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in future

Hmmmm. Awal lagi. Kalau ada , adalah.

Ps : Hurm. nothing to say. Btw, i dreamed a lot today. Nak cerita..dah tak igt. Huhu.

It's football in the morning!

2011-04-13T01:40:00.003+08:00

Hopefully chelsea will win ........................ against ...................... Manchester United !! YEAH.

The PS : Somehow, I feel bad. I notice you'd just run away when you see me just now. Hmm. I dont know why, hope you're fine.

A thoughtful tuesday.

2011-04-12T20:04:00.076+08:00

Minggu ke empat. Sigh, exam tiba2 datang mengejut, exam UI forward ke ahad. Sabtu muet, Khamis presentation UI dan exam Maths. Ya Allah. Harap2 boleh buat. Trying my best to cope with the time left. Huhuhu. Tau tak semalam dalam hati ni macam, Maths , saya suka main kira-kira dengan awak. Tapi kdg2. Awak ni susah, susah ! Ini masa tengah tension semalam. Entah kenapa rasa risau gila nak exam. Lepas tu datang la Huda, dia ni kawan yang sangat sangat chill dan cool . Dia kat relaks la wa, jangan semua duniawi. Ok nye. Hahaha. Okay. True.
Tiba2 rasa macam , yeah. Bring it on maths!

Btw, minggu ni banyak jugak belajar drpd kelas UI ( Understanding Islam ). hmmm, rasa tertarik. Ustaz best, kawan2 pun okay. Bagus jugak bila fikir masuk uia , kurang2 lepas sekolah menengah ada jugak sumber untuk kita belajar ilmu agama. Bukan nak cakap lepas habis sekolah , kita terus lost. Tapi mungkin masa MRSM dulu, mesti ada pergi surau, kita ada solat jemaah, tazkirah. Ada lah istiqamahnya jugak. Dah selepas tamat sekolah , sejujurnya mungkin banyak dah kurang buat ibadah extra mcm dulu di surau. Cukup hanya solat 5 waktu wajib. Semua pun bergantung pada diri sendiri samada kita nak baca Quran, solat sunat , semua kan. Tp betul lah, sekarang depends kepada diri sendiri. Nak kata salah environment , universiti takde kelas agama dah, mungkin. Tp itu cuma boleh jadi satu alasan kan. Boleh je kalau ada usaha sendiri nak kenal betul betul agama kita. Sebab... Iman itu perlu dicari. Ingat. Allah pun takkan mengubah seseorang jika dia tidak berusaha untuk berubah. Jgn la cakap , yaaa hidup aku memang macam ni. Macam mana tu macam ni? Ohhh, sampai bila nak rasa terlalu selesa? Saya terfikir.

Bila ustaz tanya, betul ke awak ni islam? Awak kenal ke apa islam? Awak solat ke? Awak faham ? Awak rasa awak beriman? Lebih kurang mcm tu. Dia cakap dalam sususan kata yang lain lah. Tiba2 terfikir dalam hati. Okay. Memang saya ni islam , nama islam .. ucap syahadah. Alhamdulillah, hidup saya, saya insyaAllah akan buat semua benda yang wajib. Saya tahu. Solat , puasa. Tapi is that it? Kdg2 bila solat pun rasa macam tak sempurna, kdg2 masih rasa macam jauh dengan Nya. Mcm banyak lagi yang kita tak tahu. Entahla... Bila fikir pun, sampai bila nak rasa selesa dengan hidup kita yang sangat sekejap. Main2 je lagi? Is Allah satisfied with me? I never know. We never know. Yang boleh menilai iman kita pun hanya Allah, manusia tak. Huhu. Ustaz cakap , apa pun mula2 kuatkan diri dengan 5 rukun islam kita, tiang2 agama dan hidup, kerana kalau hilang satu tiang, maka robohla rumah kita. Solat...perkara pertama yang bakal disoal. Moga2 dah besar ni kita tahu la kenapa kita kena solat. Klu dah berjaya penuhkan solat, perbaikinya. Syahadah dalam solat.. puasa..zakat..Haji jika mampu. Kemudian, cari jalan untuk lebih mengenal islam. Kita semua tahu pasal ni kan. Moga2 tak berat hati kita. Moga2 tak terurai tali aqidah kita. Lets continue our steps towards Him. InsyaAllah.
Btw, Kalau rasa susah hati .. why not we read this ;

"Ubat segala penyakit hati adalah Al-Quran , kecuali sakit mati dan tua" :)

Ps : I eat a lot...Alhamdulillah. Hari selasa hari pasar malam! Kenyang makan wendyyy. Hihihi. Thanks sarah dan mar :)

Day 13 ,14 ,15.

2011-04-05T19:15:00.005+08:00

Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently?

Day 14 - A picture of you and your family

Day 15 - Put your ipod in shuffle. First 10 songs that play

Unbelievable - craig david

better in time - leona lewis

Aku dan dirimu - Ari lasso dan bunga CL

your call - secondhand serenade

you light up my life - joe brooks

Here I am - leona lewis

fatamorgana - hijjaz

what are words - chris medina

everything i do ,i do it for you - brian adams

Aku cinta Allah - Wali band

It's mp3. i dont have an ipod. Hihi. :D

Ps : Penat. Saya ... Maths Overload. and Im officially missing you. :'( But it's ok. I reallly wannna eat some ice cream right now. Just thinking of muet..makes me wanna eat some. Hopefully i can speak well tomorrow.

Day 11, Day 12

2011-04-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12 - How you found out about blog and why you made one

I think i found out about blog from my sister , and why i made one, maybe i just want to have one. At first i was very laazzy. malas nak update. sekarang ni oklah. :D

Ps : What's for lunch ? Mee Sedap ! Cepat cepat. nak balik kampung esok...makan durian.

Day 9 and day 10 - Proud and Music

2011-03-30T13:56:00.011+08:00

Day 9 - Something you're proud of in the past few days

Ok, this past few days ye. i am able to finish my maths work! :D sebab minggu lepas sy sangat malas. hehe. Well.. not much really. but life has been calm and good. Alhamdulillah . Thank you Allah :)

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you're happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad

Hmm ? Haha * lazy thinking mode*
i will just list any songs that come out in my head. hee..

Happy :D : Smile-Uncle Cracker, Leanne rhymes - How do i live , More than words, One republic song, Maher Zain's and more..

Sad :( : Need you now - Lady Antebellum , InsyaAllah - Maher Zain. I'll stand by you. Calm music like Yiruma's instrumental ,Nidji- laskar pelangi. and more..

Bored -_- : Kangen band. Lenka's song. Mike posner - please dont go, Peter cetera, Dmasiv, and more..

Hyped ^^ : All the right moves - one republic. and more.

Mad >.< : Neyo - mad. and more.

PS: I hope things are always getting better . :)

2nd PS : Maths quiz's on friday! Yikes..

Day 8 : Goals

2011-03-28T20:14:00.008+08:00

Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why? (april)

Um. *thinking mood*

1) finish all my maths tutorial.
2) sleep and wake up earlier.
3) Eem. rahsia stuff. jeng jeng. Hopefully it turns out well!
4) prepare for my maths quiz and mid sem exam, it's coming soon.

Ps: how are you? hope you're doing good :)

Day 6 and Day 7 :)

2011-03-27T15:00:00.016+08:00

Day 6 -Favourite superhero and Why?

Hmmmm. Susahnye. Sapa nak jadi my boss my superhero.?

Jeng

Jeng!

GOKU! Kenapa? Sebab masa kecik dulu tak boleh miss tengok Dragon Ball. Sabtu Ahad kan kan? Sebab Goku sangat tabah melawan musuh! Sebab goku ada power! Sebab Goku lawan orang jahat! Sebab Goku sayang atuk dia kat pulau tu. Sebab Goku boleh travel dengan awan. Heee

Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you

My baba! Mohd Ghazali bin Mohd Hashim. Terima kasih baba sebab jaga dan besarkan wawa. Wawa akan cuba jadi anak perempuan yang baik, InsyaAllah. dan wawa sayang ummi jugak.

Kawan2, Igtlah dan jagalah hati dan perasaan dorang sementara kita dan mereka masih hidup. Jangan sombong. Semoga hidup diberkati-Nya. :')

Ps: Waa laparnye. Kena makan mee sedap sorang2 aje sbb sarah dah balik. sy sgt mls nak turun cafe bawah. Huuu ~

Day 4 and a half, Day 5.

2011-03-25T13:11:00.011+08:00

I just come back to the room from the class. Funny, Aiman my schoolmates, we both just realized that we're in the same class. Boleh kan tak perasan? Haha. oh it's weekend. My friend has gone back to home and Im gonna be alone for awhile, and the bad flu too.. rasa nak makan bubur nasi huhu.
Anyhow, yesterday I skipped Day 4 entry. Alamak . Takpelah. Lets not do it day by day. I guess sometimes Im gonna skip. I just wanna finish what I've started .

Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn't have

Yesterday's entry is about a habit that I wish I didn't have. Well, to be honest, I think I've many habits that I wish I didn't have. I wish that I dont get mad or annoyed easily when someone is switching on the light while Im sleeping. or when everyone's not washing their dishes.

Day 5 - A picture of somewhere you've been to

Who : Fida and me. Fida is my best chingu's chingu, izhana. * heheh im so into korea stuff now -.- (chingu is friend)
Why : Volunteering for wwf. under environmental n nature club uia, ada event earth hour.
When : 26 march 2011
Where : Sunway pyramid ,kl

Ps : Im just giving it a time. Ahhhhhhh~ and I cant stand it. Wawaa, what're you doing? :(

One unwavering faith.

2011-03-24T20:12:00.007+08:00

Dear Allah,

At this point in time, there are many things going on in my mind. But all of it actually come down to one. The one that has been consuming much space in my mind, continuously running around into every thoughts that I have, whether it is day or night, whether I am awake or asleep, consciously or not.

I have plans dear Allah. I have dreams that I wished it'll come true, hopes that I'd like to build upon and promises that I would like to keep. I have made promises to You and my loved ones. I want to make them happy and feel proud of me. I want them to see that I can take care of myself.

I wish for a lot of things. I want to move on, to move forward. Hm I want to grow up and be an adult. I want to take on responsibilities and start building my life. I wish I can help my parents, whether in small or big ways. Sometimes, these thoughts scare me, not because they're scary, but because I'm afraid I won't be given a chance to make all of it come true. I also wish that I can be a better partner , even if Im afraid that people I love can leave me anytime anywhere.. but in the end, I dont have control in that I know. Right now.. my heart will always hope for better things.

I have the intentions but I am still waiting for the chance to take place. I am still hoping and praying that You would forgive me and give me another chance to redeem myself. Another opportunity to show You, my parents and those who have supported me, that I can be better. I want to be better, as a person and as a Muslim.

There's more in life awaiting me to discover it. I just hope that You would give a chance to be a better person. I hope that I will think more before I do something. I hope that I can care more before I let someone down. I hope that I can understand more before my 'thought' becomes wrong. I hope that I dont live in the thoughts of my problems even how hard I think it is right now, because the truth is, I should know that there are a lot of other people who suffers more than I do. Who has bigger problem, them.. who need to think if the bombs gonna kill in seconds ,if they will have enough money to feed their family, and so on.

This feeling, this helplessness in me, it could have eaten me up if I didn't have You. How weak I am, how small I am, it only hit me real hard when I realize that I am nobody, that I am nothing. Nothing at all in the name of Allah. How truly wrong of me to seek for Your help only at times when I am in distress or in need. How truly careless and ignorant of me. I wish I'd change and be a better servant to You. I pray that I will.

For now, I just hope that my faith to You will not waiver, that my heart would be stronger, and that I would continue to be patient. Patient for myself, patient for others. And I will continue to pray to You for another chance, for another beginning. I hope that You'll hear me, I hope You do.

Banmal : Close

2011-03-23T17:23:00.009+08:00

Day 3 : Pictures with friends

2011-03-23T17:01:00.008+08:00

Ayy~ It's day 3 already. Since i dont really have many pictures. sigh.. I really want to put a picture with my very close friends from Ipoh, and picture with Izhana and Amalia (my very close friends) I cant upload many , the internet is getting slower now. Huhuhuhu.The first picture is a class picture (501) when i was in MRSM PH, second one is a picture with my very kind friend who understands me at most of the time , Laila. Cheecky one too..Heheh. I miss her! I hope i can always picture all you guys in my heart. Thanks for being my friends to whoever is one of Wajeehah's friends! :D

Hmmm! Challenge 3 is done! Yataa! :D

PS: .. I have dark circles around my eyes today. sigh. Ahhh~ To Haneesah, congrats for your result! Alhamdulillah.. It's alright, a new kind of life gonna begin after this..hopefully you'll succeed in whatever you do. I'll be behind you always! Fighting! :)

Day 2 : The meaning behind my blog's name

2011-03-22T13:23:00.008+08:00

The meaning behind your blog's name.

WajeeShock. My friends always thought that it is because of the 'hah'! behind. Hahaha. Mane de la. Wajee'hah' -> Wajee'Shock'. Tak lah. I got this name when I watch a Japanese drama "Nobuta Wo Produce" . In the story, a boy named Akira ( Yamapi ) always shout Akiiiira Shock! kawaii-ly when he is suprised by something. I like the sound of he saying that. Hehe. Ha, that's why I come out with Wajee Shock. (^_^)v

Day 1 : Fifteen facts and a picture.

2011-03-21T23:33:00.055+08:00

Alright... Day 1. :D

#1 - So, the first thing popped in my mind now is that i can eat non-stop if i want to -.-

#2 - I cannot sleep if there's light, there's no pillow to hug. Huu. Unless if i get so tired. I still sleep in my mom's room sometimes when i go back home. Hehehe

#3 - I dont like movies that involve aliens in it.

#4 - I dont know how to sew clothes. Err

#5 - I like to watch football since i was 14 years old , and my favourite football teams are Arsenal FC, France, Harimau Malaya. My favourite football star is Thierry Henry.

#6 - If I dont get to be a Doctor... I wanna open a bakery shop or become a kindergarten teacher. Kids can make me happy, no worries much kan? comel pulak. Heee

#7 - Thoughts about future : A house , i just want a warm looking semi-D house paling hujung. Dapur cantik mcm dlm cerita mat salleh. A husband who wants to be with me for forever. He's not a doctor. 4 kids or more. Kereta? Lamborghini. Wahahaha

#8 - Now, a student of cfs iium. foundation of medic. 1 more year. After this? Hopefully going to start my degree year at the main campus. InsyaAllah.

#9- I hate Manchester United. Why? Because, in football, we gotta love a team and we gotta hate a team. Kan. Hehehee

#10- I failed three times in driving test. and i still havent owned my own P. Malu.

#11- I am still crying a lot when i watch every episodes of One Litre of Tears. It's a japanese drama. I've watched it for 5 to 6 times already but I couldnt hold myself to cry again . it's based on true story. Sob sob. Sedih sangat T_T Highly recommended.

#12- I like to eat kuey teow. My top 3 are Char kuey teow , Kuey teow goreng, Kuey teow kungfu. Yum!

#13- I easily get scared of hearing ghost stories, or anything scary. Takes few days for me to not think of them anymore. huu. semua org jgn cerita apa2 dah.

#14- I recently managed to make 7 recipes during the 3 weeks of holiday!

#15- I hate the thought of losing people i love.

There, A picture. :D Ahh tembam..tahu.

I dont know, but i think this is the most recent one.

PS : If God gives us many chances in life , why dont human do that? It's gotta be a matter of choice. Pain's gonna heal. Hopefully. Oh Ya Allah..

30 days Challenge :D

2011-03-21T21:08:00.007+08:00

Can I get through this 30 Days Challenge? Can I? Can I? (-_-")

Day 1 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blog's name

Day 3 - A picture of you and your friends

Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn't have

Day 5 - A picture of somewhere you've been to

Day 6 - Favorite superhero and why?

Day 7 - A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you

Day 8 - Short term goals for this month and why

Day 9 - Something you're proud of in the past few days

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you're happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12 - How you found out about blog and why you made one

Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14 - A picture of you and your family

Day 15 - Put your ipod in shuffle. First 10 songs that play

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself

Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?

Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them?

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in future

Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else?

Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot

Day 24 - A letter for your parents

Day 25 - What would i find in your bag?

Day 26 - What do you think about your friends?

Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 days challenge?

Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned

Day 30 - Who are you?

This is....i dont know. This is from my fave blog, she does this. A challenge. Wanna2 do it too. Im kinda bored now. My eyes are hardly to zzz right now. Huhu honestly i didnt read any questions yet. Just coppied it and paste it. 30 days from now on. Ok lah kan, i might be out of topic kat blog ini. so , oklah kot . Hehe. So...jeng jeng. my DAY 1 starts now. :D

Entah? Random.

2011-03-19T09:20:00.004+08:00

Holiday is over. Alhamdulillah for the result, i accept whatever the number is. Hmm. Im not sure what to say. Random words again maybe? Im bored, Im alone in the room, it's morning, everyone is still sleeping and going out. Well , for the 3 weeks..it's great to be home. To be with people who you love. To be with family, i'll say. Things are well, eventhough some things also hasnt been going so well. but it's alright. Is it really alright? I dont know. God..I wanna be mad when i am mad. I wanna cry when i wanna cry. But i dont do that recently. such a loser and a boring person. Kan? I dont know. I hate this feeling & im feeling that now. i mean now. gonna be the neutral me again in the afternoon. so this post is gonna sent out some negative vibe from it. lol. so , dont mind about everything i write here now, i just wanna write. Soo many things in my mind right now. family, myself, lovelife, study, what to do next, more issues blabla. It's nothing really, everything is fine, i just dont wanna be alone in this. Pening right? It's so hard to understand me. Well, that's probably who i am. apa2 laa. Lol Im rambling all the way, sorry.

Random.

2011-03-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

I dont feel like going back yet :| Hmm whatever.

Deserto :)

2011-03-15T19:10:00.011+08:00

Today i tried to do a chocolate lava cake. Hmm.. my 5th recipe trial during the holiday :)

This is the original lava cake from the website. http://foodwishes.blogspot.com/2009/02/chocolate-lave-cake-20-return-of-molten.html :D

So , this is how my cake looks like. :) ( ni guna webcam so mcm tak lawa la gambar. hehe )

choc lava melts :p

Plus the ICE CREAM! My babbby ice cream. Love them :DD

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Cuti nak habis dah. byknya duduk rumah, tv, movies, bola, baking, masak, online , tidur. Hee sokay sokay. 3 minggu je oklah. Tp skrg kan rasa macam .. taknak balik Uia. Isk. and I really miss all my mrsm schoolmates too. Huhu feeling so unwell right now, i wanna rest...bye bye. :)

Oh Earth.

2011-03-12T14:05:00.015+08:00

Hm when i saw how the tsunami swept away a city of japan (Sendai) very easily, it felt scary. And that's with the absolute power of Allah. DO you know that few days before the earthquake occured, thoudsands of fish were founded dead near the sea of US. It's a sign of tsunami. And now, Japan are still trying to keep their nuclear reactors cold and stable again so that it wont leak, and spread. If they fail, uh i dont know, it's radioactive we are talking about..So there would be a very very big damage to the people and earth. Let us just pray that the nuclear reactor can be stabilize again. Now, probably the earth quake could also spread out to california, philipine, mexico and more? Huhu i dont know. Hopefully not. Amin. Ya Allah, please save Malaysia. Hm i dont know.. It feels so scary. Allah nak tunjuk dekat manusia yang sedang lagi lalai. Kita ni lah. Is the world is really is so close to its end? And i thought.. Am i, are we, prepared enough? Adakah kita cuma masih buih-buih di lautan? Entah, rasa sangat cetek iman, cetek pengetahuan. cetek semuanya. :( Tanda Gempa bumi. I remember a Quran verse, which says that Allah build the mountains and hills as stabilizers of earth. Now , most of them are gone due to human's activities. Huhu and..well. these are few signs of qiamat I google. I just wanna share.. Let us think again, ponder and seek for His forgiveness. But well for us now, Alhamdulillah we're still okay. be prepared in any ways, dan teruskan hidup :) Tiba2 teringat lagu ni. lagu laskar pelangi.

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
Walau dunia tak seindah surga
Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa
Cinta kita di dunia, selamanya.

suke :D sometimes i always wonder what's the purpose of living. Tapi kita tahu , hanya Allah yang bersifat kekal. Kita hidup abadi hanya di sana, syurga atau neraka. oh takut. But well, there's a purpose. Let us live it well..Hopefully we'll be alright. InsyaAllah. Pray a lot people.

1 ) Penaklukan Baitulmuqaddis
1.1) Negara Arab (kembali) menjadi padang rumput dan sungai
2) Zina bermaharajalela,
2.1) banyak wanita yang berpakaian tetapi hakikatnya telanjang
2.2) manusia mewarnai rambut di kepalanya dengan warna hitam supaya kelihatan muda
2.3) Akan terdapat ramai anak luar nikah.
3) Pemimpin yang terdiri dari orang yang keji, jahil dan fasik,
3.1) orang (yang bodoh dan) hina mendapat kedudukan terhormat
3.2) Kekayaan umum dikuasai segelintir orang tanpa kebenaran dan tanpa rasa takut, termasuk rasuah dan mengambil harta secara tersembunyi.
3.4) Penguasa undang-undang semakin ramai yang menunjukkan semakin banyak kerosakan
3.5) Penjualan jawatan atau kepemimpinan
3.6) Munculnya gayahidup mewah dan manja di kalangan umat Islam
3.7) Orang fasik dimuliakan sedangkan orang mulia dan terhormat direndahkan
4) Bermaharajalela alat muzik
5) Menghias masjid (dengan indah) dan membanggakannya
6) Munculnya kekejian, memutuskan kerabat dan hubungan dengan tetangga tidak baik
7) Ramai orang menuntut ilmu kerana pangkat dan kedudukan
8) Ramai orang soleh meninggal dunia
9) Mengucapkan salam kepada orang yang dikenalnya sahaja
9.1) Orang akan membina hubungan dengan orang tak dikenali dan memutuskan hubungan dengan yang rapat dan disayangi
10) Bulan sabit kelihatan besar
11) Banyak dusta, tidak tepat dalam menyampaikan berita,
11.1) sifat bohong menjadi satu kebiasaan
11.2) saksi palsu
11.3) Akan terdapat banya pengkritik, pembawa-cerita, penikam-belakang dan pengejek dalam masyarakat
11.4) Berkurangnya sifat amanah
12) Orang akan melakukan hubungan sejenis.
13) Terasa berat untuk menjalankan syariah
14) Lelaki mentaati isterinya tetapi menderhakai ibunya
14.1) Lelaki berkasar dengan bapanya tetapi beramah dengan rakannya
14.2) Lelaki dihormati bukan kerana budi dan kebaikan tetapi kerana takut akan kejahatannya
14.3) Mendahulukan lelaki menjadi imam bukan kerana ilmu tetapi kerana suara...
14.4) Isteri membantu suamiya berdagang (atau berpangkat lebih besar)
15) Suara manusia meninggi (menjerit dan berteriak) di masjid-masjid
16) Memandang rendah kepada darah (pertumpahan darah)
17) Banyak orang berharap untuk mati kerana banyaknya kekacauan ataupun kesengsaraan
18) Banyaknya berlaku gempa bumi
19) Banyaknya berlaku huru-hara yang menyebarkan kejahatan
20) Banyaknya berlaku pergaduhan dan pembunuhan
21) Munculnya mati mendadak atau mati secara tiba-tiba
22) Masjid dijadikan jalan (laluan) - iaitu seseorang muslim melalui masjid tanpa melakukan solat

Muffin wannabe.

2011-03-11T01:17:00.012+08:00

Sobs. Cubalah nak buat muffin first time kali ni , drpd 15 cup , 3 jadi muffin. dan 12 lagi .. macam cupcake :( Huhu, salah sayaaa. Sbb tak fill kan cup penuh2. 3/4 isnt enough wawa for a muffin wannabe, i must remember this. Heehe actually tak plan nak buat malam ni, nak try buat esok sebab badan rasa tak sihat sangat hari ni. Tapi ummi cakap buat kena la buat. haha. I dont mind actually, im having fun..best pulak try2 ni kan. and it's really a fun pleasure to see them eating food i make. :)
Lepas isya' ingat nak tidur sekejap, instead i headed to the kitchen., to bake this. Hee. Im gonna post some picture i took after they're done. Seronok waktu ni
* tgklaa, Cup tu kaler merah. my favourite colour :D *

Okaylah, so tonight i make 3 choc chip muffin , and 12 choc chip cupcake. :D
I wanna rest now....zzz.

Very moist inside, U can taste the Choc Chips in every bites. Yum :D

3 lucky muffin on top!

Hmph, the colour. Brownier is better. But the taste is so choc chip-ly! :D

Walah so many pleasure inside :D

Arsenal :(

2011-03-09T12:40:00.025+08:00

Arsenal kalah 3-1 kat Nou camp, menang 2-1 kat Emirates, Barca menang Agg 4-3. Sedih. :'(
Big match for the gunners! siap tidur kat sofa depan TV sebab kalau atas katil susah punya nak bangun nanti..hehe. Tapi sokay la, it was a match worth to watch. Barca short passing dorang memang perfect, Attack terbaik. Messi,Xavi.. you name it. Arsenal dengan 10 player lawan 11 player, bola pun susah nak dapat. Fabregas dengan Persie pun baru lepas baik drpd injury. or is it because it's NOU CAMP? Uh apa2 lah. Susah kot game ni. nervous , bantal ada kat muka je. Huhu. And the refff sucks :( Nasib baik my bro Akmal ada tgk sekali, ejat pun ada! kat Fb. boleh borak bola. Wlupun ejat sokong barca. Haha takla bosan tgk dorang ada. :D Whatever it is, takpe. sekarang boleh fokus kat epl dan fa cup. Pleaseeeee arsenal, menang satu cup pun takpe. Pleasee :D

Never Give Up :)

2011-03-08T12:24:00.036+08:00

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail". Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Do watch that. His name is Nick Vujicic. He has no legs , no arms, He stood up awesomely! Hebat kan. Salute for the spirit. And..what about us. We have legs ,we have arms,brain,heart,kidneys, lungs etc. We have enough, Alhamdulillah. Guys..hopefully , we wont give up easily in life, we wont give up easily when hard times come, we wont give up easily when we fail, we wont give up easily when we fall, we wont give up when we thought there's nothing left for us. and, when we hope, we trust - Alby. Hehe. Kan? there is always something for us somewhere.. :) Justin Bieber also sings, Never say never..haha. so, do we want to grow old by regretting all the things we should have done before, or do we want to have a positive mind, kind soul and live the life happily in every bad or good circumstances we face. Some says that we are put in situations to build our character, not to destroy us. And we, as a muslim too, remember that Allah wont give something we are not able to deal with, and for every hardship, there is a relief after that. They say, usaha, doa ,tawakal. True. This is something I wanna share this morning after I watch this...We are not perfect, I am not, You are not , life is not picture perfect. But we can be better right? :) I too, Sometimes i feel like i wanna give up before..But that should be the past..We learned through experiences. So chill lah about the past, Lets go for the future. C'mon :D
'Things will happen in your life that you can't stop, but that's no reason to shut out the world. There's a purpose for the good and for the bad." :)

Btw, I make ICE CREAM SANDWICHES already! Hehe.. Sorry haneesah. Buat lg la nanti. My family loves it :) Heee. siapa tak suke ice cream kan. I add more choc in the ice cream. Tapi ice cream dia cpt cair .messy sikit. Huhu. I post some picture, click la for a clearer view. Nah, Yum yummy. :)
http://www.masterchef.com.au/ice-cream-sandwiches.htm (the recipe)

Nak ? Makan sambil tgk bola jom. Hehe

Vanilla & Strawberry larva Flavour

More chocolate inside. ^^

Fun :D

2011-03-07T12:52:00.030+08:00

I think i overslept today. Since it's holiday..Takpe. Hehe. It was tiring yesterday. Early in the morning, I went to tmn. polo with my family, senam2. After that, we had breakfast at stall near the stadium perak, got home , then.. we washed the cars. At noon, I was in the kitchen the whole time , baking and cooking. Ummi cooked baba's favourite telur masak gulai, I cooked ayam sambal and sup sayur. Then, My tryout on a new recipe! It's called lemon meringue cup cake http://www.masterchef.com.au/lemon-meringue-cup-cakes.htm (it looks like a muffin). Tapi kan.. tak jadi. obviously. Sobs. Topping dia tak jadi. Instead, i did a choc topping. Sigh....But the cake is so yummy. In the end, I make a simple lemon cupcake with chocolate topping. Fun! :) My family loves it, especially baba. I think I wanna make an Ice Cream Sandwiches later. http://www.masterchef.com.au/ice-cream-sandwiches.htm. Hee. A simple yummy treat before Haneesah get back home from PLKN this saturday. :) I watched Liverpool vs. Manchester United at night. The Reds won, 3-1. Best kan! So now, it's 3 points diff with 1 extra game, nak dekat dah Arsenal. Hehehe. I really really hope arsenal will win this season. Btw, It's Arsenal vs Barcelona this wednesday morning. Go gunners! I went to sleep early,but I didnt really notice what time it was. :p

Btw, I was watching Time's Traveller Wife just now, whew.. it's really hard to be a wife of a time's traveller. One blink of your eyes , then he's gone. But still, The advantage is, he knows the future. Hoho, interesting kaaan :D

Lps cuci kereta. Me and aisyah :)

This is a simple lemon cupcake with a choc sauce topping. Cup dah kena bukak. :p

Just make a few of them. or else.. we all get so fat karang. haha